✨ Reshare Introduction

As I near the end of this mission—one part archive dive, one part emotional exorcism—I’m amazed at how eerily our current season mirrors where we once were. But the difference? We’ve grown. Oh, how we’ve grown.

Revisiting these posts has stirred up all the feelings: heartbreak, humility, pride, and a sense of deep, deep gratitude. The hustle is still here—but our roles are different. Time has stretched and shrunk in odd ways. We’ve expanded into new spaces while simultaneously learning to savor the small ones—quiet dinners, long conversations, and yes, drinks that are now made for sipping (because ain’t nobody chugging through their forties).

So, before you dive into this post from April 2024, just know this: life may still be unpredictable, but we are not who we used to be. And that’s something I wouldn’t trade for anything.

Skelly-

Sip Slow, Pray Bold

At this moment in my life, I feel surprisingly calm—like I’m floating on a raft of gratitude, surrounded by chaos, but holding a pretty solid cocktail of trust and prayer.

I’m not trapped. I’m not panicking. (Well, maybe a little panicked—but in the cute, spiritual growth kind of way.)

I’m also smart enough to know I don’t need a booming voice from the clouds to tell me what comes next. God’s been dropping breadcrumbs, and I’ve got my eyes open. The changes are already happening—just ask my Google Calendar.

My business is blooming faster than I can water it. My daughter? She’s thriving, soaking up wisdom from mentors who see her brilliance. And my son—he’s coming home from Wisconsin and stepping into his next chapter like a boss. I’m proud of both of them in ways I can’t even begin to explain without crying into my coffee.

And then there’s my husband—hardworking, loyal, and facing some big shifts that will affect all of us. But you know what? We’ll figure it out. Because God is already ahead of us. He’s got the flashlight. I’m just following His lead.

Talking Real Life for a Second…

Recently, I asked God for a sign. (Okay, I might’ve begged a little. Okay, fine… it was dramatic.)

Then, like only He can do, He dropped something in front of me that felt like a neon YES. It gave me just enough of a nudge to walk forward with my chin up and my heart steady—even though I’m still bracing for whatever plot twist is coming next.

And while I don’t have all the answers (shocking, I know), I’m learning not to waste time waiting for perfect clarity. That’s just anxiety wearing a productivity disguise.

Some Honest Confessions…

I’ve felt guilty lately—like maybe I missed something important while juggling swords on a moving train (a.k.a. our life). Life on the road wore us out. Living on the go felt like holding my breath for too many years. No one thrives like that.

Still, I had this unshakable belief that everything would work out—better than expected. Because it had to. God isn’t in the business of halfway blessings.

My People Matter Most

My family is my mission field. My full-time job. My biggest joy and my constant prayer list.

I carry their hurts as my own. If they fall, I’m there with a metaphorical (and sometimes literal) mop and a motivational playlist. I know I can be super annoying about it!

Even when I mess up—and I do—I keep showing up. I lean on God for the wisdom to guide, protect, and love them with grace and patience. And cry time in my closet.

And yes, sometimes that means being quiet. Sometimes it means fighting battles no one sees (cry time in my closet). But I don’t take that lightly.

The Hidden Message

Is there something I’m not saying? Probably. (or maybe I am saying (way) too much.

But here’s what I can say: God is moving in ways I don’t always understand. And for once, I’m okay not having the whole map.

I don’t need to white-knuckle this season. The struggle is shaping me. The uncertainty is holy. The waiting room is part of the story. And there’s no wasted chapter.

So I’ll keep trusting, keep sipping slow, keep praying bold. Because God is still good. He’s still here. And honestly? That’s more than enough for me.

SK-

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