How To Be Happy

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dysfunctional family, Health matters, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, mental health, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, New Ventures, Soul searching wellness journey, Strength in weakness, , , , , , , , , 2 Comments on How To Be Happy

How to be happy when you’re not a happy person? I have came to the realization that I can not be a happy person. I mean, I want to be but I am not. Everyone needs me to be happy, supportive and uplifting because that would make them more comfortable but I don’t think that…

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There’s No Place Like Home

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Being a Parent is confusing, Big Dreams, BossLady, Creator of All, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, health is everything, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, Mom Goals, mom life, New Ventures, poetry in the marking, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, Travel, Uncategorized, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 2 Comments on There’s No Place Like Home

  It was right there… How much I have taken for granted. I wanted to explore and see the world, to show my kids everything. To experience more than the boundaries that we knew. It all  sounded so good. I wanted a place that I felt understood, a place that I fit in. The need…

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My Medicine, My Faith

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Creator of All, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, health is everything, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, music life, Positive Thinking mode, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 2 Comments on My Medicine, My Faith

Saving my life one pill at a time I take medication to keep myself emotional and mental balanced. I’m not ashamed to say it. I know it’s something that I need. This world can be a bit too much for a messy girl like me. God made me to be, empathic, emotional, convicted and loyal.…

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Lost Together

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Big Dreams, Creator of All, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, health is everything, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, music life, New Ventures, Positive Thinking mode, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 3 Comments on Lost Together

Us Together In This Place What a true damn mess of a disaster I have been. Before I start this blog, I need saying we found a house 🏠 ❤️ The brake-down I didn’t think it was going to happen and my heart was really ready to take a break from looking anymore. Especially after…

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Invisible Girl Living In An Alien World

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Big Dreams, dysfunctional family, God is Good, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, Missing you, music life, New Ventures, poetry in the marking, Positive Thinking mode, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, Strength in weakness, Travel, Uncategorized, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , Leave a Comment on Invisible Girl Living In An Alien World

I seem to be having a rough go of it. I live in a place that is entirely foreign to me. I feel like nothing makes sense here. It almost feels wrong to be here at times. Pasting people as I walk through the neighborhood here, I feeling like an unwelcome visitor. Every single day…

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Happier

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dysfunctional family, Family is everything, health is everything, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is meant to be lived fully, Missing you, music life, New Ventures, Positive Thinking mode, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Uncategorized, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 3 Comments on Happier

Music makes us feel things. It takes us back, helps us to process the madness in our minds. This song sparked something in me.   The Song Happier- Marshmello ft. bastille Have you ever heard a song and immediately been taken back to a time or place? All the feelings that you felt back then…

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You’re Gonna Be Ok Mom- Stop worrying

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Being a Parent is confusing, Big Dreams, BossLady, Creator of All, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, health is everything, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mentor & Life Coach, Mom Goals, mom life, music life, New Ventures, Positive Thinking mode, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Travel, wild child, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 3 Comments on You’re Gonna Be Ok Mom- Stop worrying

I hope this post finds you in a good place and an open mind. Be blessed.

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Caught Up In My Head

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Big Dreams, BossLady, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, health is everything, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, mom life, New Ventures, Positive Thinking mode, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Uncategorized, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 9 Comments on Caught Up In My Head

      Being in totally recovery mode for as long as I have been gives you sufficient time to think…and think some more. Which truthfully has been a good thing (mostly). I have spent the last few months…8 months earlier or more trying not to think (too) deeply into things but you know me,…

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Where’s My Writing Mojo?

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Big Dreams, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, Mom Goals, mom life, New Ventures, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 12 Comments on Where’s My Writing Mojo?

At the doctors office for pre post-op. ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..   I’m not sure what it is? Why I’m struggling to get my fingers moving again. I almost feel like I can’t write or “go back to work” until my monsters…aka kids…go back to school. So much has happened. So much has changed and so much more…

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Quotes & Verses

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Big Dreams, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, health is everything, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Uncategorized, , , , , , , , 11 Comments on Quotes & Verses

  These are just a few of the Bible verses and quotes I have been meditating on over the last few days, trying to keep my spirts up. Surgery count down is on…4 more days! Pre-Op appointment is tomorrow afternoon.    “God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in…

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What This Endo All About?

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Big Dreams, BossLady, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, health is everything, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, Missing you, Mom Goals, mom life, New Ventures, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Uncategorized, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 6 Comments on What This Endo All About?

After receiving a few messages, asking me what’s Endometriosis? I thought maybe I should write a post explaining. It’s important to remember that I got these definition off the internet and Endometriosis, also known as Endo, affects every person differently. There are many people who have Endo right this minute and don’t even know it…

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My Pointless ER Trip

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dysfunctional family, Family is everything, health is everything, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mom Goals, mom life, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Uncategorized, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 14 Comments on My Pointless ER Trip

    Well let me start by saying, I’m a damn mess! Pure and simple, I’m wrecked and if I didn’t have the husband and amazing friend that I have, I don’t know where I’d be! So thank you Jason and Katie…You guys are the Boom Diggity!       Tuesday after I posted, Good…

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Good Morning Party People

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Big Dreams, BossLady, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, health is everything, Heaven is Your Home, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, mom life, New Ventures, poetry in the marking, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Uncategorized, wild child, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 8 Comments on Good Morning Party People

Warning: I just woke up and … ya…sorry for my face. You’re been warned!   Every once in a while I get up before everyone else and I get to be totally alone. Well not totally alone and I didn’t up get because I wanted to. I’m always with my sweet pup Ella, so I am…

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Fat Chick com’in through…

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Big Dreams, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, health is everything, hope project, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, Mom Goals, mom life, New Ventures, Strength in weakness, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 9 Comments on Fat Chick com’in through…

Ok…I’m warning ya’ll right now, this post will be me beating myself up a bit. This is my very weird and unhealthy way of kicking my own ass in to gear. So here we go!    I don’t know what happen to me today. Maybe it was catching a glimpse of myself in the background…

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Goat Face

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dysfunctional family, Family is everything, health is everything, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Missing you, Mom Goals, mom life, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , 6 Comments on Goat Face

    You know those goats that scream? It’s pretty hilarious, right? But what if that was the sound you heard coming out of your husband face while he slept? Now add a freight train about to hit a screaming goat? That would be the painful sounds that I hear. I mean to be honest,…

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Pushing Through

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Being a Parent is confusing, BossLady, Creator of All, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, health is everything, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, Mom Goals, mom life, New Ventures, Process of Life, Strength in weakness, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 2 Comments on Pushing Through

    After 5 days of not being able to move or go outside, I finally pushed myself to just do it! There are some days I just can’t, the pain is too overwhelming. I feel like I will throw up everywhere and that’s such a bad look…really. I stay in bed with my heating…

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Father’s Day YO!

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Being a Parent is confusing, Big Dreams, Creator of All, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mentor & Life Coach, Missing you, New Ventures, poetry in the marking, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Uncategorized, wild child, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 2 Comments on Father’s Day YO!

First let me start with MY DAD! This is me with my Daddy-o, way back in 1982 (maybe?). Our life wasn’t perfect but then again who does has a perfect life? My Dad was and still is the biggest worrier you will ever meet. He’s protective of my Mom, me and my sisters, he cares…

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Get Outside!

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Being a Parent is confusing, BossLady, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mom Goals, mom life, wild child, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 3 Comments on Get Outside!

Do I sound like a grumpy old timer?  Well, maybe I am! What in the world has happen to kids playing outdoors? They eat all the time! These kids cannot be striving! They have never been striving in their very pamper lives, let alone even hungry! Why do we as the adults, parents…whatever, need to…

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Twitchy Eye

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Big Dreams, BossLady, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mom Goals, mom life, New Ventures, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, Writing Is Life, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 5 Comments on Twitchy Eye

I am honestly not sure if I have the worst allergies I have ever had in my life or if I just have a nice combo of pure stress and anxiety on top on the worst allergies that I’ve ever had in my life. I am telling ya’ll, the right side of my face is deformed.…

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