There’s Been A Delay

Sorry All… As sometimes ( ALL the time ) happens with me plans have changed. I was hoping to post as I spent my time here in Colorado but due to some events it’s taking me longer to write, process, rewriting and process some more. As much as I love the sharing and connect part […]

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Birthday Time

Happy Birthday To Me When you get older… Birthdays day don’t feel like they once did to me. I’m not sure if that’s because I was turning 39 or because of the many of Medications I’m on. I kept forgetting it was coming up! I forgot it was my birthday on my birthday. All I […]

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Leaving On a Jet Plane ✈️

Headed Home I sat back waiting to board our plane and I felt overwhelmed with joy as I watched my kids eye swell with tears of happiness. All three of us have missed home, Colorado. Missed my Dad, my Mom, Grandparents and my Aunt so much. I miss my friends! Landing In CO It was […]

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Hometown State of Mind

Going Home… Welcome To Colorful Colorado A Hometown State of Mind is just what I need to get centered… the get back to the  fabric that made me.  I was sitting here trying to recall my last visit home? It’s sad that actually I can’t remember. Christmas in 2017 we went as a family and it was […]

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Encouragingly Hopeful

Encouragingly Hopeful       It’s been years since I’ve had a real hopeful feeling. Feelings of enjoyment, cheerfulness and being positive have been rare. Any confidence at all has been unusual in my world. I can actually pinpoint the times that I’ve felt that good-happy, optimism magical power! With that said, the last few […]

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Times Goes By

Goodbye to another year…     How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us.  At the times it seemed like it […]

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The Bags I carry

      2 years In the last 2 years I’ve experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile…literally! Thank you Bell’s Palsy!  The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never […]

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The Black Hole

The Black Hole Darker than the darkest black you are. Swallowing me whole and covering ever scar. Your intense pull is so great that nothing will ever escape you. It’s like a trap I Gravitate to you. You absorb everything around you and have become my center. I want to be the friction, be the […]

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Mother’s Day & Perspective 2019

Mother’s Day & Perspective       A Different Type Of Mother’s Day This Mother’s Day I would definitely describe as sweet and beautiful. Maybe even bittersweet at some points. I know a lot of effort was put into this Mother’s Day. It was hard to pull it together with our situation. Finances and expenses […]

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