Here I go again... I've been working on a blog call 2018 Review but at this rate by the time I publish it'll be 2019 review! One thing making this difficult, is my WordPress dashboard changed on me and I don't know how to work it now... thanks a lot for that! My photos won't … Continue reading Writing ✍️ Drought
The breakdown in this family started with me. I’m tried and I took a break. There’s no breaks in motherhood.
This is me most days... I have written 5 different blog post and failed to post any of them. This isn't like me at all. I just can't seem to feel good enough about any of them to publish them. I've started sharing some of my poems that I have kept to myself. This has … Continue reading My Life At The Moment Chapter 1
Today I said a prayer for you. Today will be a better day for you. Today I held your hand a little longer than normal. Today I thought I'd love you a little harder. Today I noticed your laugh and put it on repeat in my head all day. Today I hope your laugh matches … Continue reading Today
I'm sitting here at Denny's by myself and I'm good with! It's different, feeling alone and actually being alone. Being alone on Purpose is interesting. I'm taking everything in around. I wondering if I seem weird or sad to others, if they even notice me at all? I see a group of old retired men. … Continue reading Table for one
Mind Control It's been a battle for me all my life to stay in control of my mind and not allow it to take over my body. For the most part, I know what path I should take to stay healthy and emotional sound but so many times I allow my mind to over … Continue reading Mind Control
So Close I can feel it It seems like if I do something wrong to someone it's a big deal? But if I'm hurt or wronged in someway then I'm just being dramatic? mmm? This is confusing to me. I going to be real honest here. I can be jerk. This is NOT a … Continue reading So Close
It was right there... How much I have taken for granted. I wanted to explore and see the world, to show my kids everything. To experience more than the boundaries that we knew. It all sounded so good. I wanted a place that I felt understood, a place that I fit in. The need … Continue reading There’s No Place Like Home
Saving my life one pill at a time I take medication to keep myself emotional and mental balanced. I'm not ashamed to say it. I know it's something that I need. This world can be a bit too much for a messy girl like me. God made me to be, empathic, emotional, convicted and loyal. … Continue reading My Medicine, My Faith
Us Together In This Place What a true damn mess of a disaster I have been. Before I start this blog, I need saying we found a house 🏠 ❤️ The brake-down I didn't think it was going to happen and my heart was really ready to take a break from looking anymore. Especially after … Continue reading Lost Together
Feelings are messy little assholes! I am having a difficult time deciding if I should uploading my Vlog that I recored yesterday... because yesterday I was more emotional, messy and just a lot...a lot doesn't cover it. Today, I feel a bit better.... I'm different today and I don't why. I'm still a mess, that's … Continue reading Hi! My Name Is Contradiction
I seem to be having a rough go of it. I live in a place that is entirely foreign to me. I feel like nothing makes sense here. It almost feels wrong to be here at times. Pasting people as I walk through the neighborhood here, I feeling like an unwelcome visitor. Every single day … Continue reading Invisible Girl Living In An Alien World
Hey Now! California Bound! So many different thoughts and emotions as we get closer and closer to moving day. I'm overwhelmed with excitement and nerves. I think about how much I've grown and the person I am now compared to who I was before I moved here. So much is about to be different for … Continue reading Change Is’a Coming…
I'm trying to use a new video recording app... please be patient with me! I'm still here guys!!! I'm just not tech savvy at all! 😬 I'm planning on blogging/vlogging our journey to California! Hope you'll join us! ❤️ Xoxo sk
Holy Moly! It this for real?!? !!THE BLOGGER RECOGNITION AWARD!! I know I've said this before but every-time that I get an award, I seriously am floored! I am humbled and so beyond thankful to be recognized! I love this little blog of mine (my baby). I love to write, it's a passion … Continue reading The Blogger Recognition Award!
What a surprise! What an honor! I can't tell you how much this means to someone like me, who has just a small little blog, with a tiny little following to get recognized! This is simply the sweetest things! Okay! Let's get down to business! I was nominated by the sweet and wonderful Racheal's Novels. I … Continue reading The Awesome Impact Award
It's been a minute since I've been able to Vlog at all! I decided to give it a very unprofessional go! It was a mess but hey, that's me! I've been a mental mess, a physical mess and an emotional mess...but still a faithful girl all the way! So wow okay! I don't … Continue reading Let’s Get Caught Up…
Today is Day Two of The Lyric Challenge! I first want to thank parallax for nominating me to be a part of this really cool and super fun challenge! What a fun way to get me back in the game again! Thank you! Please check out his blog! He has an amazing spellbinding way with words! … Continue reading Lyric Challenge Day Two
Being in totally recovery mode for as long as I have been gives you sufficient time to think...and think some more. Which truthfully has been a good thing (mostly). I have spent the last few months...8 months earlier or more trying not to think (too) deeply into things but you know me, … Continue reading Caught Up In My Head
At the doctors office for pre post-op. .......................................................................................................................................................................... I'm not sure what it is? Why I'm struggling to get my fingers moving again. I almost feel like I can't write or "go back to work" until my monsters...aka kids...go back to school. So much has happened. So much has changed and so much more … Continue reading Where’s My Writing Mojo?