It’s been a day

#true Hi y’all. I’m having a hard time. I’m overwhelmed. I’m stressed out and a bit hurt and just… ugh… letting things get to me. Same old stuff I’ve had to get past before but in my anxiety, I’ve let myself get triggered. I’m trying to finish up a million last minute things so we …

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The Happenings| What’s to come

I got some things coming up! I think I need to make some changes. A collab is near! It's a busy and excited time!

One Of Those Weeks| Life Update

Trying to find some peace in the beautiful chaos that is life My pooch and I binge watching Discovery+ Just taking sometime to unwind Where to began... I've been feeling so happy and joyful, but at the same time... very overwhelmed and overbooked... I could cry and have cried... alone and privately. The ups and …

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Capacity To Choose

We all have the capacity to choose. When nothing helpful or nourishing is coming from the outside, that is precisely the moment when we have the possibility discover who we really are. It’s not what happens to us that matters most, it’s what we do with our experiences. Insert from The Gift: 12 lessons to …

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The Cycles| A moving read

I just read this message out of Magnolia Journal, issue no. 20. There's something about holding something tangible in your hand. I've always loved magazines and real books. This here really moved me. What a beautiful tribute to loving yourself in a very unselfish way. Experiencing your environment, your community, the world around you... in …

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A Moment in Time That Changed Everything

My sweetest dream

Out Of My Hands

One of the many parts... exploring my mental health and my faith.

God Pulls Me Through

I have had some trouble bring in my therapy conversations, going over some past things and what I am currently doing. I just am having some trouble pulling it all together in a blog post. I want it to all be as fluid and meaningful as possible. I want it to make sense, not get …

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Time to Talk

I am currently under orders to get comfortable with my own mental health and more knowledgeable with mental health in general. As I have shared in many post before, I speak with a counselor and life coach once week to every other week. In our last few sessions, we spoke more about my own mental …

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Life Is Too Good

Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com I spoke with a dear friend of mine last night. It seems like everything life could throw at a person has been thrown at her. My heart broke listening to her share her story. When it was my turn to give my life update, I didn't even know what to …

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Worry and Control Over Our Life

Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com Just spend one day flipping through the news channels, Social Media, even reading some blogs... and it's easy to understand why fear is greater than most people's hope currently. The truth is most people binge the the news in podcast, TV, and Social Media all day. We spend more time …

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Dealing With Difficult People

Photo by Liza Summer on Pexels.com Is this person difficult or am I losing it? No, you're not losing it. We all have dealt with our share of hard people. Whether it's in the workplace, in our friendship circles, the neighborhoods we live in, church communities, or in our own families. But how do we …

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Something is wrong with me…

Great writing! Check this out my friends, and fellow writers and enjoy!

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Something is wrong with me….

Something is wrong with me. I am like a Bukowski poem gone wrong. Bukowski told us, do what you love, even if you must be alone, you must go hungry, be homeless and know hard days. Go all the way or just become a mountain that don’t move.

I have become the mountain now, never moving, accepting life as-is. Once I wanted to save my world, write the great novel and live near the sea. I befallen and I can’t find my real face. I feel I am becoming more stone and rock the human skin.

Once I drank to feel alive, once I sought war to know I was alive. Love was never my strength, patience is my enemy and kindness is forgotten. Bukowski would tell me. “You did a fool’s dance for the rich men. Skinned off your real face and be-face with…

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