This is me most days... I have written 5 different blog post and failed to post any of them. This isn't like me at all. I just can't seem to feel good enough about any of them to publish them. I've started sharing some of my poems that I have kept to myself. This has … Continue reading My Life At The Moment Chapter 1
Mind Control It's been a battle for me all my life to stay in control of my mind and not allow it to take over my body. For the most part, I know what path I should take to stay healthy and emotional sound but so many times I allow my mind to over … Continue reading Mind Control
It was right there... How much I have taken for granted. I wanted to explore and see the world, to show my kids everything. To experience more than the boundaries that we knew. It all sounded so good. I wanted a place that I felt understood, a place that I fit in. The need … Continue reading There’s No Place Like Home
I hope this post finds you in a good place and an open mind. Be blessed.
Hey Now! California Bound! So many different thoughts and emotions as we get closer and closer to moving day. I'm overwhelmed with excitement and nerves. I think about how much I've grown and the person I am now compared to who I was before I moved here. So much is about to be different for … Continue reading Change Is’a Coming…
Our family is moving from the harsh winters of Minnesota to the sandy beaches of California. It been a whirlwind for sure but then again it is every time! I am so thanks we will have packers and movers here to help make this move smoother for us! However I leaned so much the last … Continue reading California Dreamin’
It's been a minute since I've been able to Vlog at all! I decided to give it a very unprofessional go! It was a mess but hey, that's me! I've been a mental mess, a physical mess and an emotional mess...but still a faithful girl all the way! So wow okay! I don't … Continue reading Let’s Get Caught Up…
Being in totally recovery mode for as long as I have been gives you sufficient time to think...and think some more. Which truthfully has been a good thing (mostly). I have spent the last few months...8 months earlier or more trying not to think (too) deeply into things but you know me, … Continue reading Caught Up In My Head
At the doctors office for pre post-op. .......................................................................................................................................................................... I'm not sure what it is? Why I'm struggling to get my fingers moving again. I almost feel like I can't write or "go back to work" until my monsters...aka kids...go back to school. So much has happened. So much has changed and so much more … Continue reading Where’s My Writing Mojo?
In a time where we read so many dislikes and pet peeves... which I have plenty of, I thought maybe I should share 20 of my favs. As most of you, that read my blog already know, I'm in bed a lot right now, in pain and awaiting my surgery in another week. This has … Continue reading My Favs
After receiving a few messages, asking me what's Endometriosis? I thought maybe I should write a post explaining. It's important to remember that I got these definition off the internet and Endometriosis, also known as Endo, affects every person differently. There are many people who have Endo right this minute and don't even know it … Continue reading What This Endo All About?
Well let me start by saying, I'm a damn mess! Pure and simple, I'm wrecked and if I didn't have the husband and amazing friend that I have, I don't know where I'd be! So thank you Jason and Katie...You guys are the Boom Diggity! Tuesday after I posted, Good … Continue reading My Pointless ER Trip
Warning: I just woke up and ... ya...sorry for my face. You're been warned! Every once in a while I get up before everyone else and I get to be totally alone. Well not totally alone and I didn't up get because I wanted to. I'm always with my sweet pup Ella, so I am … Continue reading Good Morning Party People
Ok...I'm warning ya'll right now, this post will be me beating myself up a bit. This is my very weird and unhealthy way of kicking my own ass in to gear. So here we go! I don't know what happen to me today. Maybe it was catching a glimpse of myself in the background … Continue reading Fat Chick com’in through…
You know those goats that scream? It's pretty hilarious, right? But what if that was the sound you heard coming out of your husband face while he slept? Now add a freight train about to hit a screaming goat? That would be the painful sounds that I hear. I mean to be honest, … Continue reading Goat Face
After 5 days of not being able to move or go outside, I finally pushed myself to just do it! There are some days I just can't, the pain is too overwhelming. I feel like I will throw up everywhere and that's such a bad look...really. I stay in bed with my heating … Continue reading Pushing Through
Do I sound like a grumpy old timer? Well, maybe I am! What in the world has happen to kids playing outdoors? They eat all the time! These kids cannot be striving! They have never been striving in their very pamper lives, let alone even hungry! Why do we as the adults, parents...whatever, need to … Continue reading Get Outside!
Vlog Part 1: Making good, sound decisions for my body is a top priority and right now it's stressing me the hell out! I can't sleep, I can't make plans for our summer! Am I having surgery? Am I just going to have to suffer through some side-effects from meds for a bit to solve … Continue reading This Uncertain Journey
I am honestly not sure if I have the worst allergies I have ever had in my life or if I just have a nice combo of pure stress and anxiety on top on the worst allergies that I've ever had in my life. I am telling ya'll, the right side of my face is deformed. … Continue reading Twitchy Eye
Am I awful? I hate having my kids in a bunch of activities. My friend is probably the best Mom that ever lived. Her kids are in multiple things, she keeps track of what they're watching on TV and she doesn't cuss around them. Seriously, she's my hero! Did I mention that she makes them … Continue reading I’m that Mom…