Today I said a prayer for you. Today will be a better day for you. Today I held your hand a little longer than normal. Today I thought I'd love you a little harder. Today I noticed your laugh and put it on repeat in my head all day. Today I hope your laugh matches … Continue reading Today
Author: fabric that made me
I'm Sarah Lou. I'm the mama of two pretty cool kids and I am a wife to a very understanding man. Which is good because I come with some heavy baggage and I seem to change my mind...offend! I love to write and share, to read and keep learning. I also adore being with my sweet animals while enjoying the outdoors. I feel amazingly blessed to have this blog as a platform to do that! I like to write about my family and motherhood, my travels, the hills and valleys of depression and anxiety and wellness as a whole, along with anything else that moves my soul! I hope you will share in this life journey with me.❤️
I'm sitting here at Denny's by myself and I'm good with! It's different, feeling alone and actually being alone. Being alone on Purpose is interesting. I'm taking everything in around. I wondering if I seem weird or sad to others, if they even notice me at all? I see a group of old retired men. … Continue reading Table for one
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Mind Control It's been a battle for me all my life to stay in control of my mind and not allow it to take over my body. For the most part, I know what path I should take to stay healthy and emotional sound but so many times I allow my mind to over … Continue reading Mind Control
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Making the first step is easy for me. I'm great at day ones. It's days two that kill me. I don't know why this time would be any different than any other day two or day three or even day four, that I've been through. But I ask myself what if this time could be … Continue reading The Step
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So Close I can feel it It seems like if I do something wrong to someone it's a big deal? But if I'm hurt or wronged in someway then I'm just being dramatic? mmm? This is confusing to me. I going to be real honest here. I can be jerk. This is NOT a … Continue reading So Close
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As I look through these old pictures, I see just how different the paths are that we all took. Though days we thought would last forever, have end and so much sooner than I wished. It's though happy times that I want to hold on to. Before it got mean and bitter. I don't want … Continue reading Taken
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How to be happy when you're not a happy person? I have came to the realization that I can not be a happy person. I mean, I want to be but I am not. Everyone needs me to be happy, supportive and uplifting because that would make them more comfortable but I don't think that … Continue reading How To Be Happy
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Santa Ana Wind https://www.google.org/publicalerts/alert?aid=127acaa8aa2b8d97&hl=en&gl=US&source=web https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Santa_Ana_winds I never realize what wind could do! I lived in North Dakota/ Minnesota before moving here. There were days the wind would howl at 60-70 mph for days and nothing really happened. Your hair would get messy, your front door decorations and all your flower pots would blow away but … Continue reading Hard To Breath #hillfire #santaanawinds
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This is will be a quick one. These pictures are at 2pm Thursday. We have been evacuated! We're on the Hill Fire 🔥 side/ Thousand Oaks... it's so sad. It's overwhelming and confusing. We've never dealt with anything like this ever. I'm lost. I'm literally lost. I can't find my way around on a normal … Continue reading California On Fire 🔥
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The Consequence of Not Trusting God https://www.youversion.com/the-bible-app/ http://www.brittanyrust.com/ You will have moments of weakness that test your faith and commitment. Because we are not perfect chances are you will give into the weakness a time or two. Your flesh will decide to take the path of least resistance and the world will be your guide. … Continue reading Oh My Soul
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It was right there... How much I have taken for granted. I wanted to explore and see the world, to show my kids everything. To experience more than the boundaries that we knew. It all sounded so good. I wanted a place that I felt understood, a place that I fit in. The need … Continue reading There’s No Place Like Home
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The feeling a home gives you... So safe and secure. A place to laugh, learn, grow and share. It's warmth on a cold night. A comfortable place to cuddle with your family. It's celebrations and memories. It full tummies and good smells. A home is more than a shelter, it a place to grow a … Continue reading No Place To Call Home
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Saving my life one pill at a time I take medication to keep myself emotional and mental balanced. I'm not ashamed to say it. I know it's something that I need. This world can be a bit too much for a messy girl like me. God made me to be, empathic, emotional, convicted and loyal. … Continue reading My Medicine, My Faith
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Us Together In This Place What a true damn mess of a disaster I have been. Before I start this blog, I need saying we found a house 🏠 ❤️ The brake-down I didn't think it was going to happen and my heart was really ready to take a break from looking anymore. Especially after … Continue reading Lost Together
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Feelings are messy little assholes! I am having a difficult time deciding if I should uploading my Vlog that I recored yesterday... because yesterday I was more emotional, messy and just a lot...a lot doesn't cover it. Today, I feel a bit better.... I'm different today and I don't why. I'm still a mess, that's … Continue reading Hi! My Name Is Contradiction
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I seem to be having a rough go of it. I live in a place that is entirely foreign to me. I feel like nothing makes sense here. It almost feels wrong to be here at times. Pasting people as I walk through the neighborhood here, I feeling like an unwelcome visitor. Every single day … Continue reading Invisible Girl Living In An Alien World
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Music makes us feel things. It takes us back, helps us to process the madness in our minds. This song sparked something in me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7Bc3pLyij0 The Song Happier- Marshmello ft. bastille Have you ever heard a song and immediately been taken back to a time or place? All the feelings that you felt back … Continue reading Happier
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I hope this post finds you in a good place and an open mind. Be blessed.
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I just have to reblog this!!! What a great achievement! This must have been truly amazing for you!
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Deep thinking can be a incredibly dangerous place for me. I've always been someone who tends to overthink things and not always in the most positive of ways. I seem to always be looking for something, trying to fill the gap or hole but with what I'm never really sure. Yesterday I sent my kids … Continue reading The Balance of Sunshine & Dirt
