There’s No Place Like Home

  It was right there… How much I have taken for granted. I wanted to explore and see the world, to show my kids everything. To experience more than the boundaries that we knew. It all  sounded so good. I wanted a place that I felt understood, a place that I fit in. The need…

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My Medicine, My Faith

Saving my life one pill at a time I take medication to keep myself emotional and mental balanced. I’m not ashamed to say it. I know it’s something that I need. This world can be a bit too much for a messy girl like me. God made me to be, empathic, emotional, convicted and loyal.…

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Happier

Music makes us feel things. It takes us back, helps us to process the madness in our minds. This song sparked something in me.   The Song Happier- Marshmello ft. bastille Have you ever heard a song and immediately been taken back to a time or place? All the feelings that you felt back then…

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It’s Crazy Over Here

I’m trying to use a new video recording app… please be patient with me! I’m still here guys!!! I’m just not tech savvy at all! 😬 I’m planning on blogging/vlogging our journey to California! Hope you’ll join us! ❤️ Xoxo sk

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The Awesome Impact Award

What a surprise! What an honor! I can’t tell you how much this means to someone like me, who has just a small little blog, with a tiny little following to get recognized! This is simply the sweetest things! Okay! Let’s get down to business! I was nominated by the sweet and wonderful Racheal’s Novels.  I…

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Let’s Get Caught Up…

  It’s been a minute since I’ve been able to Vlog at all! I decided to give it a very unprofessional go! It was a mess but hey, that’s me! I’ve been a mental mess, a physical mess and an emotional mess…but still a faithful girl all the way!    So wow okay! I don’t…

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Caught Up In My Head

      Being in totally recovery mode for as long as I have been gives you sufficient time to think…and think some more. Which truthfully has been a good thing (mostly). I have spent the last few months…8 months earlier or more trying not to think (too) deeply into things but you know me,…

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Where’s My Writing Mojo?

At the doctors office for pre post-op. ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..   I’m not sure what it is? Why I’m struggling to get my fingers moving again. I almost feel like I can’t write or “go back to work” until my monsters…aka kids…go back to school. So much has happened. So much has changed and so much more…

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What This Endo All About?

After receiving a few messages, asking me what’s Endometriosis? I thought maybe I should write a post explaining. It’s important to remember that I got these definition off the internet and Endometriosis, also known as Endo, affects every person differently. There are many people who have Endo right this minute and don’t even know it…

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Fat Chick com’in through…

Ok…I’m warning ya’ll right now, this post will be me beating myself up a bit. This is my very weird and unhealthy way of kicking my own ass in to gear. So here we go!    I don’t know what happen to me today. Maybe it was catching a glimpse of myself in the background…

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Father’s Day YO!

First let me start with MY DAD! This is me with my Daddy-o, way back in 1982 (maybe?). Our life wasn’t perfect but then again who does has a perfect life? My Dad was and still is the biggest worrier you will ever meet. He’s protective of my Mom, me and my sisters, he cares…

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Twitchy Eye

I am honestly not sure if I have the worst allergies I have ever had in my life or if I just have a nice combo of pure stress and anxiety on top on the worst allergies that I’ve ever had in my life. I am telling ya’ll, the right side of my face is deformed.…

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Getting On My Feet…Again

Day 1 since my attack… I am doing better today. I spelt alright last night…not great just better then the night before. I had my diffuser going all night and essential oils all over me. My anxiety is giving me a breather right now, which I am thankful because The Good Lord knows that I…

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Rising Up

Oh…Wow! So, let’s get this straight! I write and do my vlog on being positive and how this truly is who I am. I seek out joy, laugher and just plain happiness to keep myself safe from the dark side and then I take a drive right off the cliff. Being the sponge that I…

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It’s Monday

  I swear my head is all over the place today! I took out the coffee creamer and put it back three times before I ever used it today! What’s wrong with me! I am just having a day! I can’t seem to get my stuff together. It’s not a bad day, just a weird, unorganized…

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How It Really Is… (vlog)

Life is what you make it. I have my days too…just about everyday. But being this person…This upbeat, positive person is a good thing for my emotional and mental health. It’s good for my family. I like me and I am okay if others don’t. But still…I want everyone to be happy with me. I…

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How It Really is…

Like with any social media, we sometimes can make our lives look a little more perfect than reality. We tend you show off our best side, which honestly may not even resemble our real life at all.  I mean, I get it…showing your morning face to the world is down right terrifying. Being totally honest on…

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Memorial weekend

  For the longest time, this one extended weekend that we get out of the year, is the one I dread. Memorial Weekend. Sure, it’s sad for lots of families, wives, husbands, sons and daughters and aging parents but that’s not why I hate it. I lost someone so important to me that I actually…

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One more year…

The world keeps moving even without you in it…but know that I do stop and take time for us still.     As the days go by…I think of you and I must say I cry a little less. oh, I still cry. But mostly now I cry a different tear. I will always miss…

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This Journey’s Coming Together

  June 1… I am so excited…I know, I keep saying that! But really…this is crazy exciting! I am really ready to connect with you all in such different and maybe “real” way for me. I love it and I can’t wait! At the same time, I still have plenty of work to do! This…

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