I can’t decide if it’s the lack of control, I feel over my own life or the need that I have to be controlling in general? Or is it simply all the changes I am witnessing; happening so rapidly that my mind can’t adjust to them…won’t except them? It feels wrong. Like telling a lie. Back When… Most […]
Faith, Hope & Love|Revisited I original wrote this poem in July of 2019. Still going through my blog and cleaning it phase, I have been picky with which post that I want to even touch. Some things should just stay in the past, right where you left them, untouched. If anyone is interested in cleaning up their old post here’s […]
I’m so excited to keep this journey going, freshening and cleaning up my old blog post! Keeping a Fresh Blog: What To Do With Old Blog Post? It’s been interesting going through some of these past blogs and remembering the places -emotionally I was. I have came far! I’m so much stronger than I give myself credit for. When updating/editing […]
Good Morning my quarantine friends! 4/13/20 I woke up this morning at about 1:45am to my daughter climbing into my bed scared of the rain and wind causing the trees to hit her window. Her climbing in was fine at first but than it was 2:15 am and she was too hot and wanted to go back to her […]
Christmas Time- ing There’s just no other way to put it. This Christmas time was timed perfectly by God. There’s just no way that me, in my very flawed humanity and all of the craziness of my life, the stuff going on in my sister’s life or in my mother in-law’s (The Meg) life, could have had the ability of […]
Dear Jason, I knew California was pure poison ☠️ to us. After about the first 45 days I felt the shift between us. Things were changing, everyday got a little wrose. At first, I chalked it up to the huge change we had just went through in a short period of time. Before we basically had a normal, see ya […]
Slow- Steady & Frustrating Ella-my sweet therapy pup Update: On My Crazy 😜 Since March I have been keeping a journal of everything that I eat, all symptoms and also my workouts. Just to fresh anyone who cares… I’m in my 30’s going through menopause! Yay me! I also have a migraines conditions that can cause a “seizure like” effect […]
Mother’s Day & Perspective A Different Type Of Mother’s Day This Mother’s Day I would definitely describe as sweet and beautiful. Maybe even bittersweet at some points. I know a lot of effort was put into this Mother’s Day. It was hard to pull it together with our situation. Finances and expenses here in California have been […]
