There’s Been A Delay

Sorry All… As sometimes ( ALL the time ) happens with me plans have changed. I was hoping to post as I spent my time here in Colorado but due to some events it’s taking me longer to write, process, rewriting and process some more. As much as I love the sharing and connect part […]

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Mini Update: Health & Recovery

Slow- Steady & Frustrating Ella-my sweet therapy pup Update: On My Crazy 😜 Since March I have been keeping a journal of everything that I eat, all symptoms and also my workouts. Just to fresh anyone who cares… I’m in my 30’s going through menopause! Yay me! I also have a migraines conditions that can […]

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Encouragingly Hopeful

Encouragingly Hopeful       It’s been years since I’ve had a real hopeful feeling. Feelings of enjoyment, cheerfulness and being positive have been rare. Any confidence at all has been unusual in my world. I can actually pinpoint the times that I’ve felt that good-happy, optimism magical power! With that said, the last few […]

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Unknowns

Unknowns The amount of unknowns in my life are at an all time high. If I told you I wasn’t concerned… that would be a complete and utter lie. The length of our to-do-list is beyond overwhelming. Figuring out a way to track this is completely consuming. It’s hard to know just where to begin, […]

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Excuse Me California

Excuse me California I’m just the outsider looking in. How the hell has God allowed this place to still spin? Casual errands, you greet strangers with a smile. Not here! You want that, you’ll be waiting awhile! Selfish, inconsiderate, lack of respect!The worst anywhere. Doesn’t matter what I think. No one really cares. Can you […]

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Don’t let me fall

Don’t let me fall Don’t let me fall Reach for me in the dark Let me know your here Don’t let me fall I’m still real close to edge Steady me when I’m unbalanced Don’t let me fall Reassure me I’m not alone in this fight Remind me who you are Don’t let me fall […]

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Telling Dreams

Backseat Driver I have been having some heavy dreams lately. Every morning I’ll look up my telling dreams and see what’s going on in my subconscious mind. The last few nights have been this: I’m in my truck that Jason has been making plans to get rid of. I’m trying to drive it a lot […]

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Do Better, Girl (A messages to my daughter)

Words To My Daughter Before I go on I want to make it really clear that I’m just a regular chick. I’m not part of any movement of any sort. If anything I hate being part of any anti-anything… The only thing I am really, is pro love and the very deepest love for my […]

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First Day On The JOB

Okay, I woke up not happy about this but I’m doing it, my first day. A new job, going back to work! It scares me because I don’t want to be overwhelmed with everyone’s life all alone again. I’ve been in this place before but not like this… not this alone. I’m on my way […]

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