Night in the mist of writers block and a mind full of chaos I let it all out.
Well this is going to be right to the point! I was sent a YouTube video from my son, Tristan of all people. It explained my brain perfectly. I cried when I watched it because I related to every word and it was so perfectly explained. I cried because obviously I'm not fooling anyone... this … Continue reading Explain Me
So Close I can feel it It seems like if I do something wrong to someone it's a big deal? But if I'm hurt or wronged in someway then I'm just being dramatic? mmm? This is confusing to me. I going to be real honest here. I can be jerk. This is NOT a … Continue reading So Close
As I look through these old pictures, I see just how different the paths are that we all took. Though days we thought would last forever, have end and so much sooner than I wished. It's though happy times that I want to hold on to. Before it got mean and bitter. I don't want … Continue reading Taken
The Consequence of Not Trusting God https://www.youversion.com/the-bible-app/ http://www.brittanyrust.com/ You will have moments of weakness that test your faith and commitment. Because we are not perfect chances are you will give into the weakness a time or two. Your flesh will decide to take the path of least resistance and the world will be your guide. … Continue reading Oh My Soul
It was right there... How much I have taken for granted. I wanted to explore and see the world, to show my kids everything. To experience more than the boundaries that we knew. It all sounded so good. I wanted a place that I felt understood, a place that I fit in. The need … Continue reading There’s No Place Like Home
Saving my life one pill at a time I take medication to keep myself emotional and mental balanced. I'm not ashamed to say it. I know it's something that I need. This world can be a bit too much for a messy girl like me. God made me to be, empathic, emotional, convicted and loyal. … Continue reading My Medicine, My Faith
Us Together In This Place What a true damn mess of a disaster I have been. Before I start this blog, I need saying we found a house 🏠 ❤️ The brake-down I didn't think it was going to happen and my heart was really ready to take a break from looking anymore. Especially after … Continue reading Lost Together
I hope this post finds you in a good place and an open mind. Be blessed.
Holy Moly! It this for real?!? !!THE BLOGGER RECOGNITION AWARD!! I know I've said this before but every-time that I get an award, I seriously am floored! I am humbled and so beyond thankful to be recognized! I love this little blog of mine (my baby). I love to write, it's a passion … Continue reading The Blogger Recognition Award!
What a surprise! What an honor! I can't tell you how much this means to someone like me, who has just a small little blog, with a tiny little following to get recognized! This is simply the sweetest things! Okay! Let's get down to business! I was nominated by the sweet and wonderful Racheal's Novels. I … Continue reading The Awesome Impact Award
It's been a minute since I've been able to Vlog at all! I decided to give it a very unprofessional go! It was a mess but hey, that's me! I've been a mental mess, a physical mess and an emotional mess...but still a faithful girl all the way! So wow okay! I don't … Continue reading Let’s Get Caught Up…
In a time where we read so many dislikes and pet peeves... which I have plenty of, I thought maybe I should share 20 of my favs. As most of you, that read my blog already know, I'm in bed a lot right now, in pain and awaiting my surgery in another week. This has … Continue reading My Favs
After 5 days of not being able to move or go outside, I finally pushed myself to just do it! There are some days I just can't, the pain is too overwhelming. I feel like I will throw up everywhere and that's such a bad look...really. I stay in bed with my heating … Continue reading Pushing Through
First let me start with MY DAD! This is me with my Daddy-o, way back in 1982 (maybe?). Our life wasn't perfect but then again who does has a perfect life? My Dad was and still is the biggest worrier you will ever meet. He's protective of my Mom, me and my sisters, he cares … Continue reading Father’s Day YO!
For the longest time, this one extended weekend that we get out of the year, is the one I dread. Memorial Weekend. Sure, it's sad for lots of families, wives, husbands, sons and daughters and aging parents but that's not why I hate it. I lost someone so important to me that I actually … Continue reading Memorial weekend
What a process this crazy life can be. I have to work incredible hard to keep this positive attitude of love and joy, in full gear. After all, I am an empath... people and places can change my vibe in seconds and usually not for the better. Then you add in the fact that I … Continue reading Hope…5/1
I just want you all to know how much I love this blog! I love my followers and I feel a loyalty to you all and fabricthatmademe. This blog is my baby in many ways. I have found such a strength, so much growth and an inner joy because of this sweet blog and … Continue reading Loyalty And Growth
I have been less. Less of what I should and needed to be at times. But being less isn't always a bad thing. It can be very humbling to be able to look at yourself, your life and be realize you need to be less. But there is also a time to be more. … Continue reading Being More
My promise to me... I will not let this world harden me. I will not let people make me bitter, only better and wiser. No matter how much crap this life can throws at me, I won't lose my compassion and tenderness for others. I will never let hate make me hate. I will … Continue reading Be Soft