Birthday Time

Happy Birthday To Me When you get older… Birthdays day don’t feel like they once did to me. I’m not sure if that’s because I was turning 39 or because of the many of Medications I’m on. I kept forgetting it was coming up! I forgot it was my birthday on my birthday. All I […]

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Hometown State of Mind

Going Home… Welcome To Colorful Colorado A Hometown State of Mind is just what I need to get centered… the get back to the  fabric that made me.  I was sitting here trying to recall my last visit home? It’s sad that actually I can’t remember. Christmas in 2017 we went as a family and it was […]

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A Simple Choice

We have the ability to bring such joy. Or We have the choice to bring such pain.         We people can be the light in someones darkness. Or We can be the monster under the bed. We can the mean girl, the bully in the locker room. We can be the new […]

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Times Goes By

Goodbye to another year…     How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us.  At the times it seemed like it […]

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The Bags I carry

      2 years In the last 2 years I’ve experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile…literally! Thank you Bell’s Palsy!  The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never […]

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Unknowns

Unknowns The amount of unknowns in my life are at an all time high. If I told you I wasn’t concerned… that would be a complete and utter lie. The length of our to-do-list is beyond overwhelming. Figuring out a way to track this is completely consuming. It’s hard to know just where to begin, […]

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The Black Hole

The Black Hole Darker than the darkest black you are. Swallowing me whole and covering ever scar. Your intense pull is so great that nothing will ever escape you. It’s like a trap I Gravitate to you. You absorb everything around you and have become my center. I want to be the friction, be the […]

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Change The Momentum

I’m just writing to y’all just like the old days 😉 I know that I’ve been kind of throwing up 🤮on y’all lately. My vibe has not been the best. 💔 I’m so appreciative to have this outlet. Writing has always been a good way for me to get things off my chest and out […]

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