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How To Be Happy

How to be happy when you’re not a happy person? I have came to the realization that I can not be a happy person. I mean, I want to be but I am not. Everyone needs me to be happy, supportive and uplifting because that would make them more comfortable but I don’t think that…

Hard To Breath #hillfire #santaanawinds

Santa Ana Wind https://www.google.org/publicalerts/alert?aid=127acaa8aa2b8d97&hl=en&gl=US&source=web https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Santa_Ana_winds I never realize what wind could do! I lived in North Dakota/ Minnesota before moving here. There were days the wind would howl at 60-70 mph for days and nothing really happened. Your hair would get messy, your front door decorations and all your flower pots would blow away but…

Oh My Soul

The Consequence of Not Trusting God https://www.youversion.com/the-bible-app/ http://www.brittanyrust.com/ You will have moments of weakness that test your faith and commitment. Because we are not perfect chances are you will give into the weakness a time or two. Your flesh will decide to take the path of least resistance and the world will be your guide.…

There’s No Place Like Home

It was right there… How much I have taken for granted. I wanted to explore and see the world, to show my kids everything. To experience more than the boundaries that we knew. It all sounded so good. I wanted a place that I felt understood, a place that I fit in. The need…

Lost Together

Us Together In This Place What a true damn mess of a disaster I have been. Before I start this blog, I need saying we found a house 🏠 ❤️ The brake-down I didn’t think it was going to happen and my heart was really ready to take a break from looking anymore. Especially after…

Invisible Girl Living In An Alien World

I seem to be having a rough go of it. I live in a place that is entirely foreign to me. I feel like nothing makes sense here. It almost feels wrong to be here at times. Pasting people as I walk through the neighborhood here, I feeling like an unwelcome visitor. Every single day…

Happier

By: fabric that made me October 16, 2018

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Music makes us feel things. It takes us back, helps us to process the madness in our minds. This song sparked something in me. The Song Happier- Marshmello ft. bastille Have you ever heard a song and immediately been taken back to a time or place? All the feelings that you felt back then…

You’re Gonna Be Ok Mom- Stop worrying

I hope this post finds you in a good place and an open mind. Be blessed.

Change Is’a Coming…

Hey Now! California Bound! So many different thoughts and emotions as we get closer and closer to moving day. I’m overwhelmed with excitement and nerves. I think about how much I’ve grown and the person I am now compared to who I was before I moved here. So much is about to be different for…

The Blogger Recognition Award!

Holy Moly! It this for real?!? !!THE BLOGGER RECOGNITION AWARD!! I know I’ve said this before but every-time that I get an award, I seriously am floored! I am humbled and so beyond thankful to be recognized! I love this little blog of mine (my baby). I love to write, it’s a passion…

California Dreamin’

Our family is moving from the harsh winters of Minnesota to the sandy beaches of California. It been a whirlwind for sure but then again it is every time! I am so thanks we will have packers and movers here to help make this move smoother for us! However I leaned so much the last…

Let’s Get Caught Up…

It’s been a minute since I’ve been able to Vlog at all! I decided to give it a very unprofessional go! It was a mess but hey, that’s me! I’ve been a mental mess, a physical mess and an emotional mess…but still a faithful girl all the way! So wow okay! I don’t…

Lyric Challenge Day Three

We have now reached day 3 of the Lyric Challenge, the final day! I want to give a final thank you, thank you and super huge thank you to Parallax for nominating to be apart of this sweet challenge! Please EVERYONE check out his blog! He’s incredible creative! You won’t be disappointed! Well, here…

Caught Up In My Head

By: fabric that made me August 5, 2018August 5, 2018

Big Dreams, BossLady, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, health is everything, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, mom life, New Ventures, Positive Thinking mode, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Uncategorized, Writing Is Lifealone, amazing, anxiety, beautiful, best husband ever, blog, blogger, blogging, broken bones, broken heart, character matters, colorado, crazy journey, creativity, Dad, daughter, Depression, faith, family, family issues, feelings, focus, friends, friends for life, glitter, good stuff, google, happiness, happy, healing, health, home, honesety, hurt, leaving, life, little better, lying, making life decisions, me, memory lane, minnesota, mom, moving on, myself, new home, new starts, North Dakota, opinion, peaceful path, people, point of view, positive, recovery, relationship, risk, sad, self-care, service dog, share, shine, Shining light, sister, surgery, sweet, thankful, thoughts, together, truth, vlogging, wordpress, writing, wronged9 Comments

Being in totally recovery mode for as long as I have been gives you sufficient time to think…and think some more. Which truthfully has been a good thing (mostly). I have spent the last few months…8 months earlier or more trying not to think (too) deeply into things but you know me,…

Where’s My Writing Mojo?

By: fabric that made me July 31, 2018July 31, 2018

Big Dreams, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, Mom Goals, mom life, New Ventures, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Writing Is LifeADD, blog, blogger, blogging, doctors office, drive, faith, family, feelings, focus, grandma, happy, hard times, health, home, husband, I want to write again, Kids, life, lost, marrigaes, me, mojo, mom life, myself, need time, no beat, no focus, not yet, opinion, pain free, parents, question, share, sisters, terrible time, thoughts, transition, tripping myself up, truth, words, writing12 Comments

At the doctors office for pre post-op. …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….. I’m not sure what it is? Why I’m struggling to get my fingers moving again. I almost feel like I can’t write or “go back to work” until my monsters…aka kids…go back to school. So much has happened. So much has changed and so much more…

What was I expecting?

It’s been 6 days since my surgery and I have say that I feel surprisingly well! It’s such a bummer, I can’t leap over tall buildings, lift a car with my bear hands or even sweep my kitchen floor! In all seriousness, all my Endo pain is gone. I can move my hip…

My Favs

In a time where we read so many dislikes and pet peeves… which I have plenty of, I thought maybe I should share 20 of my favs. As most of you, that read my blog already know, I’m in bed a lot right now, in pain and awaiting my surgery in another week. This has…

What This Endo All About?

By: fabric that made me July 1, 2018July 1, 2018

Big Dreams, BossLady, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, health is everything, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, Missing you, Mom Goals, mom life, New Ventures, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Uncategorized, Writing Is Lifeback to life, bloating, blog, blogger, blogging, body pain, cancer cells, cervix, cramping, depressing, doctors, dying, endometriosis, environment, faith, family, feelings, focus, friends, health, high jacked, history, home, hurt, hysterectomy, I'm coming back, IUD, journey, life, life changing, life sentence, lost, me, miss my life, mood, my body, my mind, myself, opinion, ovarian cyst, pain, painful, people, periods pain, pms, question, real, seizures, smile, suffer, support, surgery, thoughts, truth, vlogging, wine, women, wordpress, writing6 Comments

After receiving a few messages, asking me what’s Endometriosis? I thought maybe I should write a post explaining. It’s important to remember that I got these definition off the internet and Endometriosis, also known as Endo, affects every person differently. There are many people who have Endo right this minute and don’t even know it…

Good Morning Party People

By: fabric that made me June 26, 2018June 26, 2018

Big Dreams, BossLady, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, health is everything, Heaven is Your Home, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, mom life, New Ventures, poetry in the marking, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Uncategorized, wild child, Writing Is Lifealone, alont time, baby, be still, beauty in the sky, bloated, blogging, by my side, coffee, coffee time, comfort, crazy apnts, edge of the world, endometriosis, feelings are okay, forever, freedom, God's creation, good morning, heating pack, humbling, im a mess, just woke up, love of my life, morning face, my life, one of a kind, pain, pjs, prayer time, pregnant, pup, puppy, puppy love, quotes, sorry, strong, sun shine, sunraise, tell me what to do, treasure, vlog, vlogging, weak, with Him, wordpress, wrecked8 Comments

Warning: I just woke up and … ya…sorry for my face. You’re been warned! Every once in a while I get up before everyone else and I get to be totally alone. Well not totally alone and I didn’t up get because I wanted to. I’m always with my sweet pup Ella, so I am…

Fat Chick com’in through…

Ok…I’m warning ya’ll right now, this post will be me beating myself up a bit. This is my very weird and unhealthy way of kicking my own ass in to gear. So here we go! I don’t know what happen to me today. Maybe it was catching a glimpse of myself in the background…

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How To Be Happy

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Happier

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