One could say that I haven’t been my usual self. The laugh it off, roll with the punches, let it fly girl. I trust that things will be what they will be and it’s fine either way. People’s opinions are none of my business.
However, this season of life has me questioning my approach to life. It feels a bit like a balloon floating lost in the sky, belonging to no one.
Maybe I should take the bull by the horns. Maybe I should pick a direction and walk boldly into the wind rather than let the wind carry me whichever way it chooses.
Perhaps it’s time to be okay with hurting some feelings by owning my thoughts and stop changes for everyone else. Maybe I crave a path, build some roads, and blaze my trail? Maybe.
I’ll think about it.