Leaving On a Jet Plane ✈️

Headed Home I sat back waiting to board our plane and I felt overwhelmed with joy as I watched my kids eye swell with tears of happiness. All three of us have missed home, Colorado. Missed my Dad, my Mom, Grandparents and my Aunt so much. I miss my friends! Landing In CO It was […]

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Mini Update: Health & Recovery

Slow- Steady & Frustrating Ella-my sweet therapy pup Update: On My Crazy 😜 Since March I have been keeping a journal of everything that I eat, all symptoms and also my workouts. Just to fresh anyone who cares… I’m in my 30’s going through menopause! Yay me! I also have a migraines conditions that can […]

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Hometown State of Mind

Going Home… Welcome To Colorful Colorado A Hometown State of Mind is just what I need to get centered… the get back to the  fabric that made me.  I was sitting here trying to recall my last visit home? It’s sad that actually I can’t remember. Christmas in 2017 we went as a family and it was […]

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A Simple Choice

We have the ability to bring such joy. Or We have the choice to bring such pain.         We people can be the light in someones darkness. Or We can be the monster under the bed. We can the mean girl, the bully in the locker room. We can be the new […]

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My Sweetest Friend (youtube)

Best of friends before there was more. My sweetest friend, still and forever. Hurt feelings, painful words, loneness and crushing heartache takes it toll. You’re not the only one with insecurities. You’re not the only one who has fears that the other could just walk away. We love and we hurt. Then we fight and […]

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Encouragingly Hopeful

Encouragingly Hopeful       It’s been years since I’ve had a real hopeful feeling. Feelings of enjoyment, cheerfulness and being positive have been rare. Any confidence at all has been unusual in my world. I can actually pinpoint the times that I’ve felt that good-happy, optimism magical power! With that said, the last few […]

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Times Goes By

Goodbye to another year…     How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us.  At the times it seemed like it […]

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The Bags I carry

      2 years In the last 2 years I’ve experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile…literally! Thank you Bell’s Palsy!  The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never […]

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Unknowns

Unknowns The amount of unknowns in my life are at an all time high. If I told you I wasn’t concerned… that would be a complete and utter lie. The length of our to-do-list is beyond overwhelming. Figuring out a way to track this is completely consuming. It’s hard to know just where to begin, […]

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