The Black Hole

The Black Hole Darker than the darkest black you are. Swallowing me whole and covering ever scar. Your intense pull is so great that nothing will ever escape you. It’s like a trap I Gravitate to you. You absorb everything around you and have become my center. I want to be the friction, be the […]

Change The Momentum

I’m just writing to y’all just like the old days 😉 I know that I’ve been kind of throwing up 🤮on y’all lately. My vibe has not been the best. 💔 I’m so appreciative to have this outlet. Writing has always been a good way for me to get things off my chest and out […]

In My Shoes

You wouldn’t last a day In My Shoes… It’s easy to do my inventory from where you stand. The view sure looks different from where you are. How quickly we forget our own dirty little secrets. You have no clue why I do what I do. There’s not a chance you’d last a day In […]

All You Want

All You Want  I’m not as strong as you needed me to be. I’m not all you want and I wish I was. Life has given me many visible scars and you have been there for most all of them. You know physical pain doesn’t bother me, it’s the scars that you can’t see that […]

Do You See Me

  Do You See Me I don’t recognize myself anymore. The eyes of this person are empty. Yet a heart still beats, blood still flows. I don’t trust the thoughts in my head. Numb to feeling, blind to the light. Where did the person I was go? Do you see me? When did this happen […]

First Day On The JOB

Okay, I woke up not happy about this but I’m doing it, my first day. A new job, going back to work! It scares me because I don’t want to be overwhelmed with everyone’s life all alone again. I’ve been in this place before but not like this… not this alone. I’m on my way […]

Country Music Love

Simi Valley Round UP  Music has a way to help you heal, escape or take you back… It’s a medicine in a way for the soul and it’s sure done it’s part for me in my life. I love all different types of music. I respect the art, the hard work, the talent and bravery […]