Exhausting Self- Care

TRANSITIONING EVERYONE’S LIFE My eyes are dark and that damn Bell’s Palsy has shown back up! All the pressures of relocating, the constant stress of trying to make everybody happy and never meeting anyone’s expectations! The house search is a real pain and I’m overthinking the whole process! All this stress and pushing to make […]

Clear Eyes

And I think to myself… what a wonderful world 🌎 If I want my world to be 💕 My voice doesn’t need to be the loudest🌊 To changes Hearts ♥️ & move mountains 🏔 Remembering who I am & who God has Called me to be 🙏🏼 Listening to the inner voice ♥️ to direct […]

Leaving On a Jet Plane ✈️

Headed Home I sat back waiting to board our plane and I felt overwhelmed with joy as I watched my kids eye swell with tears of happiness. All three of us have missed home, Colorado. Missed my Dad, my Mom, Grandparents and my Aunt so much. I miss my friends! Landing In CO It was […]

Hometown State of Mind

Going Home… Welcome To Colorful Colorado A Hometown State of Mind is just what I need to get centered… the get back to the  fabric that made me.  I was sitting here trying to recall my last visit home? It’s sad that actually I can’t remember. Christmas in 2017 we went as a family and it was […]

A Simple Choice

We have the ability to bring such joy. Or We have the choice to bring such pain.         We people can be the light in someones darkness. Or We can be the monster under the bed. We can the mean girl, the bully in the locker room. We can be the new […]

My Sweetest Friend (youtube)

Best of friends before there was more. My sweetest friend, still and forever. Hurt feelings, painful words, loneness and crushing heartache takes it toll. You’re not the only one with insecurities. You’re not the only one who has fears that the other could just walk away. We love and we hurt. Then we fight and […]

Encouragingly Hopeful

Encouragingly Hopeful       It’s been years since I’ve had a real hopeful feeling. Feelings of enjoyment, cheerfulness and being positive have been rare. Any confidence at all has been unusual in my world. I can actually pinpoint the times that I’ve felt that good-happy, optimism magical power! With that said, the last few […]

Times Goes By

Goodbye to another year…     How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us.  At the times it seemed like it […]