In My Head At Midnight

All The Sudden Insane! It’s midnight and I’m exhausted. I want to sleep but all I can think about is my set backs and how I can improve. I’m obsessing over every word I’ve had in the last few weeks. All my observation and encounter that I’ve had are consuming my mind. Now I’m laying […]

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Change The Momentum

I’m just writing to y’all just like the old days 😉 I know that I’ve been kind of throwing up 🤮on y’all lately. My vibe has not been the best. 💔 I’m so appreciative to have this outlet. Writing has always been a good way for me to get things off my chest and out […]

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Don’t let me fall

Don’t let me fall Don’t let me fall Reach for me in the dark Let me know your here Don’t let me fall I’m still real close to edge Steady me when I’m unbalanced Don’t let me fall Reassure me I’m not alone in this fight Remind me who you are Don’t let me fall […]

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First Day On The JOB

Okay, I woke up not happy about this but I’m doing it, my first day. A new job, going back to work! It scares me because I don’t want to be overwhelmed with everyone’s life all alone again. I’ve been in this place before but not like this… not this alone. I’m on my way […]

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Table for one

I’m sitting here at Denny’s by myself and I’m good with! It’s different, feeling alone and actually being alone. Being alone on Purpose is interesting. I’m taking everything in around. I wondering if I seem weird or sad to others, if they even notice me at all? I see a group of old retired men. […]

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Finding Me, Losing My People

  Prison I stand in my place. Right where you need me to be. This life sentence that was handed to us is hard. I want to escape with you. Be free of guilt, pain, shame and doubt. But you have grown comfortable here. I have never left you to sit in the past alone. […]

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