First Day On The JOB

Okay, I woke up not happy about this but I’m doing it, my first day. A new job, going back to work! It scares me because I don’t want to be overwhelmed with everyone’s life all alone again. I’ve been in this place before but not like this… not this alone. I’m on my way […]

Coming up… Back Together

From Minnesota To California I am currently enjoying some much needed time with my people from Minnesota! I can’t believe they made it here! However it is one of the worst winters in history in the mid-west so I guess I understand why the California sun is calling! Currently I am working on taking tons […]

Table for one

I’m sitting here at Denny’s by myself and I’m good with! It’s different, feeling alone and actually being alone. Being alone on Purpose is interesting. I’m taking everything in around. I wondering if I seem weird or sad to others, if they even notice me at all? I see a group of old retired men. […]

To Have & To Hold

Safe In Your Arms It’s been awhile since I’ve felt protected, safe, cared for, and truly loved. I miss that comfort of knowing I have someone who is there to watch out for me, someone who has a general want to make my life better. the wind pushes & pulls me. i don’t know where […]

Lost Not Yet Found

Lost Not Found I don’t know. I feel like I am aching for something that doesn’t exist. I am missing some apart of myself. I miss a place that I have never been but yet, I know this place well. It’s my comfort and security. It’s familiar to me somehow. I feel safe there, complete. […]

Recovering

Finding my center I know all the self-care tricks…let’s be real about this… I’ve been at this mental health game for awhile now. You know, picking myself back up after a emotion slip up. I know all the different mindful tricks in the book by now and I agree that most work. I also know […]