Anxiety|Bricks In My (His) Chest

Anxiety|Bricks In My (His) Chest   Bricks In My (His) Chest As I have mentions in past post, my family and I are soon going to be South New Jersey residents. I’ve always wanted to moved to the east coast for many reasons, so this was excellent news to my family! However, we had less than 12 days to make this […]

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Piece By Peace

Piece By Peace I need my own space today. Need this pressure in my eyes to go away.  Today I can’t explain my world. My tongues’ in knots, mind is swirled. Today I don’t want to be strong. But don’t worry nothing went wrong. Today let me be quiet. I need some time to be on my own and […]

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Choice and Power

To stay and choose to redefine this new way of being… Now that is true courage!     The Choice I have the same power just as you, so I was told. The choice to be just as cold. I to hold this power to disappear when things get hard. This choice I completely disregard. I suppose I have the […]

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Hometown State of Mind

Going Home… Welcome To Colorful Colorado A Hometown State of Mind is just what I need to get centered… the get back to the  fabric that made me. I was sitting here trying to recall my last visit home? It’s sad that actually I can’t remember. Christmas in 2017 we went as a family and it was a rushed trip! My anxiety was […]

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A Simple Choice

We have the ability to bring such joy. Or We have the choice to bring such pain.         We people can be the light in someones darkness. Or We can be the monster under the bed. We can the mean girl, the bully in the locker room. We can be the new found friend who offers a […]

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My Sweetest Friend (youtube)

Best of friends before there was more. My sweetest friend, still and forever. Hurt feelings, painful words, loneness and crushing heartache takes it toll. You’re not the only one with insecurities. You’re not the only one who has fears that the other could just walk away. We love and we hurt. Then we fight and keep loving some more. XOXO […]

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Encouragingly Hopeful

Encouragingly Hopeful       It’s been years since I’ve had a real hopeful feeling. Feelings of enjoyment, cheerfulness and being positive have been rare. Any confidence at all has been unusual in my world. I can actually pinpoint the times that I’ve felt that good-happy, optimism magical power! With that said, the last few weeks I’ve had a twinge […]

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Times Goes By

Goodbye to another year…     How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us.  At the times it seemed like it was going to be that […]

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