Today I said a prayer for you. Today will be a better day for you. Today I held your hand a little longer than normal. Today I thought I'd love you a little harder. Today I noticed your laugh and put it on repeat in my head all day. Today I hope your laugh matches … Continue reading Today
I'm sitting here at Denny's by myself and I'm good with! It's different, feeling alone and actually being alone. Being alone on Purpose is interesting. I'm taking everything in around. I wondering if I seem weird or sad to others, if they even notice me at all? I see a group of old retired men. … Continue reading Table for one
It's been 6 days since my surgery and I have say that I feel surprisingly well! It's such a bummer, I can't leap over tall buildings, lift a car with my bear hands or even sweep my kitchen floor! In all seriousness, all my Endo pain is gone. I can move my hip … Continue reading What was I expecting?
After 5 days of not being able to move or go outside, I finally pushed myself to just do it! There are some days I just can't, the pain is too overwhelming. I feel like I will throw up everywhere and that's such a bad look...really. I stay in bed with my heating … Continue reading Pushing Through
I just want you all to know how much I love this blog! I love my followers and I feel a loyalty to you all and fabricthatmademe. This blog is my baby in many ways. I have found such a strength, so much growth and an inner joy because of this sweet blog and … Continue reading Loyalty And Growth
Can You Imagine? What if we all considered each other before ourselves? What if? I know this is may blow some people's minds but the universe doesn't revolve around you. Crazy right? We all have issues, fears, hang ups and serious faults. All of us are struggling in someway! You're not the only person in … Continue reading Gentle One
Prison I stand in my place. Right where you need me to be. This life sentence that was handed to us is hard. I want to escape with you. Be free of guilt, pain, shame and doubt. But you have grown comfortable here. I have never left you to sit in the past alone. … Continue reading Finding Me, Losing My People
Change our minds, change our view? Change our perceptions change the way we feel about life it's self!
LET EACH FAILURE STAND OR FALL ON IT'S OWN. THEY ARE NOT ALWAYS LINKED. "CARL LENTZ"
I am but a crumble paper on the floor... When The Weight Of Your Story Amounts to Nothing... I just want to connect. I want to share but maybe I don't have the story I thought I did. It means a great deal to me but I seem not to be reaching out and … Continue reading More Important