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Invisible Girl Living In An Alien World

I seem to be having a rough go of it. I live in a place that is entirely foreign to me. I feel like nothing makes sense here. It almost feels wrong to be here at times. Pasting people as I walk through the neighborhood here, I feeling like an unwelcome visitor. Every single day…

Let’s Get Caught Up…

It’s been a minute since I’ve been able to Vlog at all! I decided to give it a very unprofessional go! It was a mess but hey, that’s me! I’ve been a mental mess, a physical mess and an emotional mess…but still a faithful girl all the way! So wow okay! I don’t…

Caught Up In My Head

By: fabric that made me August 5, 2018August 5, 2018

Big Dreams, BossLady, dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, health is everything, Health matters, hope project, Hopes, Dreams, Goals, Life is about Exploring, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, mom life, New Ventures, Positive Thinking mode, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Uncategorized, Writing Is Lifealone, amazing, anxiety, beautiful, best husband ever, blog, blogger, blogging, broken bones, broken heart, character matters, colorado, crazy journey, creativity, Dad, daughter, Depression, faith, family, family issues, feelings, focus, friends, friends for life, glitter, good stuff, google, happiness, happy, healing, health, home, honesety, hurt, leaving, life, little better, lying, making life decisions, me, memory lane, minnesota, mom, moving on, myself, new home, new starts, North Dakota, opinion, peaceful path, people, point of view, positive, recovery, relationship, risk, sad, self-care, service dog, share, shine, Shining light, sister, surgery, sweet, thankful, thoughts, together, truth, vlogging, wordpress, writing, wronged9 Comments

Being in totally recovery mode for as long as I have been gives you sufficient time to think…and think some more. Which truthfully has been a good thing (mostly). I have spent the last few months…8 months earlier or more trying not to think (too) deeply into things but you know me,…

Getting On My Feet…Again

By: fabric that made me June 7, 2018June 7, 2018

dysfunctional family, Family is everything, God is Good, hope project, Life is meant to be lived fully, Mental Health Wellness, New Ventures, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, Strength in weaknessadult, animals, annoying, anxiety, blame, blog, blogging, catatonic, cleaning, coffee, daughter, day 1, devotions, doing everything alone, faith, family, feeding, feelings, focus, food, friends, funny, groggy, hang over, happy, headache, health, home, hope, hurt, I did this, I love Mondays, kidss, life, mama, mom, Monday's are the best, mother, my fault, my sanity, opinion, pain, panic attack, pass on that, people, Pinterest is my best friend, plan ahead, praying, restores, sad, single day, space, stress, stressful, summer break, sun, thoughts, truth, wake up, weekend with the family, worry, worrying, writing, zoned out2 Comments

Day 1 since my attack… I am doing better today. I spelt alright last night…not great just better then the night before. I had my diffuser going all night and essential oils all over me. My anxiety is giving me a breather right now, which I am thankful because The Good Lord knows that I…

How It Really Is… (vlog)

Life is what you make it. I have my days too…just about everyday. But being this person…This upbeat, positive person is a good thing for my emotional and mental health. It’s good for my family. I like me and I am okay if others don’t. But still…I want everyone to be happy with me. I…

Loyalty And Growth

By: fabric that made me May 9, 2018

Creator of All, Family is everything, God is Good, Life is about Exploring, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, New Ventures, Process of Life, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Strength in weakness, Uncategorizedblog, blogging community, body, business, challenges, come with me, comfort zone, connect, deeper, dreams, earth, energy, everyday life, faith, family, feelings, focus, followers, friends, funny, God saves, good vibes, happy, healing, health, healthy, joy, life, lost, loving your life, loyalty, me, memory, mind, myself, new life, on another level, opinion, people, prayer, progress, pushing it, question, reading, recovery, sad, self-love, share, spirit, stop being afraid, survival, thank you, thoughts, truth, understand, write, writing, your wonderful

I just want you all to know how much I love this blog! I love my followers and I feel a loyalty to you all and fabricthatmademe. This blog is my baby in many ways. I have found such a strength, so much growth and an inner joy because of this sweet blog and…

Gentle One

By: fabric that made me March 29, 2018April 5, 2018

dysfunctional family, Family is everything, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Uncategorizedanger, back in the day, back up, beat up, being a listener, blog, broke up, changing tides, children, contribute, crime, didn't speak, don't give up, energy, family, feelings, forever, forgiveness, friends, gentle, grateful heart, growing up, healing, health, hearts, horror, hurts, innocent, joyful spirt, judgment, life, living humbly and serve, lost, love, make peace, mercy, messed up family, mind, my person, myself, no judgements, no matter what, no more, opinion, over it, past, peaceful, peaceful path, people, pissed off, prayer, recovery, remember, sad, selfish, share, sisters, skills, stick together, support, survival, troubled, us 3, writing

Can You Imagine? What if we all considered each other before ourselves? What if? I know this is may blow some people’s minds but the universe doesn’t revolve around you. Crazy right? We all have issues, fears, hang ups and serious faults. All of us are struggling in someway! You’re not the only person in…

Finding Me, Losing My People

Prison I stand in my place. Right where you need me to be. This life sentence that was handed to us is hard. I want to escape with you. Be free of guilt, pain, shame and doubt. But you have grown comfortable here. I have never left you to sit in the past alone.…

Who Am I Anymore

“Why am I a person?” My daughter ask. “God decided that you needed to be this person, just who you are”, I answered back. “Why did He not make me a dog or a table or someone else?” “Why am I Grace?” “Because there was already plenty of sassy puppies and no table could embrace…

Perception Changes Everything

By: fabric that made me March 10, 2018March 10, 2018

Family is everything, Mental Health Wellness, Mentor & Life Coach, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Uncategorizedabuise, aggressive, anxiety, Be great, blessed, body, breath, cancer, challenges, chaos, cheating husband, church, clean slate, community, dark, death, Depression, depresstion, Docotr's office, emotions, encouragement, everyday life, family, father, feelings, finding the good, found, friend, friends, Gratitude, happy, hard childhood, health, hopless, hospice, husbands, I get to, Intention, joy, life, lonely, lose a life, lost, love, marriage, mental health, mind, mother, My day, peace, people, personalties, poor, positive life, power, prayer, Prespective, recovery, relationship, remember, sad, saddnes, save a life, sensitive, soul, support, survival, take a chance, The day, unimportant, ups and downs, wife, women, words, world

Change our minds, change our view? Change our perceptions change the way we feel about life it’s self!

If Your Going to Remember…

By: fabric that made me March 7, 2018May 17, 2018

Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Uncategorizedanimals, Bible, body, books, challenges, change, chaos, community, creative, Depression, devotions, dreams, emotions, encouragement, energy, family, father, feelings, friends, God, good stuff, Gratitude, healing, health, husbands, inspire, joy, laughter, life, lonely, lost, love, meditation, meditations, mind, moments, mother, mothers, music, my mind, pain, peace, people, perspective, piano, poetry, power, prayer, reading, recovery, remember, sad, simple, sing, sleep, soul, support, survival, tears, Universe, ups and downs, wine, words, world, writing

LET EACH FAILURE STAND OR FALL ON IT’S OWN. THEY ARE NOT ALWAYS LINKED. “CARL LENTZ”

Journey to a JOYful Life

By: fabric that made me February 23, 2018May 17, 2018

Mental Health Wellness, Soul searching wellness journey, State of Gratitude, Uncategorizedanxiety, balance, be still, beautiful destinations, best life, Bible, blessings, challenges, change, community, courage, creative, dark, Depression, devotions, diet, doctors, doTERRA, dreams, emotions, energy, enthusiasm, essential oils, expression, family, fear, feelings, fibromyalgia, food, forgiveness, found, free writing, friend, friends, God, Gratitude, happiness, happy life, healing, health, hope, husbands, IBS, inspire, journaling, journey, joy, Kids, laughter, lesson, life, lonely, love, marriage, meditation, meditations, mental health, mental illness, metabolic support, moments, moods, mother, music, my mind, my why, pain, passion, peace, people, personal growth, prayer, prescription meds, recovery, relax, sad, safe, self-esteem, self-love, skin, sleep, smile, snow, something new, spiritual connection, support, surrender, take care, tears, tension, thankful, vibes, who I am, wife, words, workouts, writing, yoga, you are enough, you are never alone, your mind

doTEERA Essential Oils have changed/Blessed my life in the most positive way. I am so grateful! my.doterra.com/skellylou303

Recovering

Finding my center I know all the self-care tricks…let’s be real about this… I’ve been at this mental health game for awhile now. You know, picking myself back up after a emotion slip up. I know all the different mindful tricks in the book by now and I agree that most work. I also know…

Empath & Our Language Power

By: fabric that made me February 8, 2018April 18, 2018

Soul searching wellness journey, Uncategorizedalone, animals, anxiety, Ashamed, atmosphere, bagage, be free, boundaries, brick wall, challenges, close the book, craved, creative, crying, dance, dark, decoding, depreesed, Depression, different, diffuser, do your best, dreams, effort, emotions, empath, essential oils, family, father, flu, friends, good place, happiness, health, heaviness of life, hiding, hope, hopless, husbands, I forgive, I understand, IEP, joy, life, locked door, loss your way, lost, love, marriage, meanings, meditations, mental health, mom, moments, my fault, nigthmares, no more pain, pain, Paranormal, people, power of words, prayer, sad, safe-guard, self protection, self-esteem, set back, shut the door, sickness, sing, skin, slow motion, sore body, special soul, support, tears, threat, tree, unhapppy, unwell mind, vibes, who I am, wife, workouts, worth life, writing, younger me

An Unwell Mind… Unproductive, bitter, grumpy, lethargic, irritable, frustrated, disappointed, hopeless, heartbroken, paranoid, uncertain, apprehensive, concerned, discouraged, disconnected, aggravated, abandoned, utterly sad, emotionless, rejected, cranky… these are just a few of the words to describes my relentless mind/emotions in the last week. I did NOT like myself! It’s hopeless…Everyday you wake up, pour yourself…

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