Table for one

I'm sitting here at Denny's by myself and I'm good with! It's different, feeling alone and actually being alone. Being alone on Purpose is interesting. I'm taking everything in around. I wondering if I seem weird or sad to others, if they even notice me at all? I see a group of old retired men. … Continue reading Table for one

Caught Up In My Head

      Being in totally recovery mode for as long as I have been gives you sufficient time to think...and think some more. Which truthfully has been a good thing (mostly). I have spent the last few months...8 months earlier or more trying not to think (too) deeply into things but you know me, … Continue reading Caught Up In My Head

I’m that Mom…

Am I awful? I hate having my kids in a bunch of activities. My friend is probably the best Mom that ever lived. Her kids are in multiple things, she keeps track of what they're watching on TV and she doesn't cuss around them. Seriously, she's my hero! Did I mention that she makes them … Continue reading I’m that Mom…

A week in a Day

THE NEVER ENDING JOB OF  MAMA. THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, EXHAUSTING DAYS AND SURPRISES AROUND EVERY TURN.   This last week was something else. I had my daughter home sick two days in a row with some kind of head/chest thing. She still has it. She is a mad women and a crazy perfectionist when it … Continue reading A week in a Day

Standing Tall…

Standing Tall in the midst of everything. This last week was painfully hard. I want so badly to write about it and share....(oh to get it off my chest would be amazing) what's happening in my family and even more personally to me but unfortunately it could cause a chain reaction, that's not positive. I … Continue reading Standing Tall…

Empath & Our Language Power

An Unwell Mind... Unproductive, bitter, grumpy, lethargic, irritable, frustrated, disappointed, hopeless, heartbroken, paranoid, uncertain, apprehensive, concerned, discouraged, disconnected, aggravated, abandoned, utterly sad, emotionless, rejected, cranky... these are just a few of the words to describes my relentless mind/emotions in the last week. I did NOT like myself!   It's hopeless...Everyday you wake up, pour yourself … Continue reading Empath & Our Language Power