This post took a long time to clean up and update. There’s so much that is the same but more the has changed. One thing that will never change is my love for my kids and the inspiration my sweet friend Kate gives me everyday. You make me a better mom!
2am when my mind is most free to be the most authentic.
To my best friend. My soul mate and person who knows me in every way. Happy Anniversary. Jason- I love you Forever. sk
She Is All She is the strength of the mountains tops and the softness of the rolling hillside. She is as fierce as the Lightning bolt of a ￼summer storm and as gentle as caressing dewdrops coving spring flowers. ￼She is unbridled like an unscripted ever moving river and yet as peaceful as the waters
Goodbye to another year… How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us. At the times it seemed like it
2 years In the last 2 years I’ve experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile…literally! Thank you Bell’s Palsy! The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never
I’m sitting here at Denny’s by myself and I’m good with! It’s different, feeling alone and actually being alone. Being alone on Purpose is interesting. I’m taking everything in around. I wondering if I seem weird or sad to others, if they even notice me at all? I see a group of old retired men.
An Unwell Mind… Unproductive, bitter, grumpy, lethargic, irritable, frustrated, disappointed, hopeless, heartbroken, paranoid, uncertain, apprehensive, concerned, discouraged, disconnected, aggravated, abandoned, utterly sad, emotionless, rejected, cranky… these are just a few of the words to describes my relentless mind/emotions in the last week. I did NOT like myself! It’s hopeless…Everyday you wake up, pour yourself