Hometown State of Mind

Going Home… Welcome To Colorful Colorado A Hometown State of Mind is just what I need to get centered… the get back to the  fabric that made me.  I was sitting here trying to recall my last visit home? It’s sad that actually I can’t remember. Christmas in 2017 we went as a family and it was […]

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A Simple Choice

We have the ability to bring such joy. Or We have the choice to bring such pain.         We people can be the light in someones darkness. Or We can be the monster under the bed. We can the mean girl, the bully in the locker room. We can be the new […]

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My Sweetest Friend (youtube)

Best of friends before there was more. My sweetest friend, still and forever. Hurt feelings, painful words, loneness and crushing heartache takes it toll. You’re not the only one with insecurities. You’re not the only one who has fears that the other could just walk away. We love and we hurt. Then we fight and […]

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Encouragingly Hopeful

Encouragingly Hopeful       It’s been years since I’ve had a real hopeful feeling. Feelings of enjoyment, cheerfulness and being positive have been rare. Any confidence at all has been unusual in my world. I can actually pinpoint the times that I’ve felt that good-happy, optimism magical power! With that said, the last few […]

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Times Goes By

Goodbye to another year…     How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us.  At the times it seemed like it […]

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Mother’s Day & Perspective 2019

Mother’s Day & Perspective       A Different Type Of Mother’s Day This Mother’s Day I would definitely describe as sweet and beautiful. Maybe even bittersweet at some points. I know a lot of effort was put into this Mother’s Day. It was hard to pull it together with our situation. Finances and expenses […]

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Don’t let me fall

Don’t let me fall Don’t let me fall Reach for me in the dark Let me know your here Don’t let me fall I’m still real close to edge Steady me when I’m unbalanced Don’t let me fall Reassure me I’m not alone in this fight Remind me who you are Don’t let me fall […]

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Tug-a-war

Push the boulder Climb the mountain Hide in the box Beat the wall Close it tight Lock the door Squeeze it tight till you can’t breathe anymore. Search through the Valley Lost in dark Hear the small voice Carry the weight Bury it deep Play the part Secure the room Plant your feet Take a […]

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In My Shoes

You wouldn’t last a day In My Shoes… It’s easy to do my inventory from where you stand. The view sure looks different from where you are. How quickly we forget our own dirty little secrets. You have no clue why I do what I do. There’s not a chance you’d last a day In […]

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