Today I said a prayer for you. Today will be a better day for you. Today I held your hand a little longer than normal. Today I thought I'd love you a little harder. Today I noticed your laugh and put it on repeat in my head all day. Today I hope your laugh matches … Continue reading Today
It was right there... How much I have taken for granted. I wanted to explore and see the world, to show my kids everything. To experience more than the boundaries that we knew. It all sounded so good. I wanted a place that I felt understood, a place that I fit in. The need … Continue reading There’s No Place Like Home
What a surprise! What an honor! I can't tell you how much this means to someone like me, who has just a small little blog, with a tiny little following to get recognized! This is simply the sweetest things! Okay! Let's get down to business! I was nominated by the sweet and wonderful Racheal's Novels. I … Continue reading The Awesome Impact Award
Being in totally recovery mode for as long as I have been gives you sufficient time to think...and think some more. Which truthfully has been a good thing (mostly). I have spent the last few months...8 months earlier or more trying not to think (too) deeply into things but you know me, … Continue reading Caught Up In My Head
At the doctors office for pre post-op. .......................................................................................................................................................................... I'm not sure what it is? Why I'm struggling to get my fingers moving again. I almost feel like I can't write or "go back to work" until my monsters...aka kids...go back to school. So much has happened. So much has changed and so much more … Continue reading Where’s My Writing Mojo?
After receiving a few messages, asking me what's Endometriosis? I thought maybe I should write a post explaining. It's important to remember that I got these definition off the internet and Endometriosis, also known as Endo, affects every person differently. There are many people who have Endo right this minute and don't even know it … Continue reading What This Endo All About?
Am I awful? I hate having my kids in a bunch of activities. My friend is probably the best Mom that ever lived. Her kids are in multiple things, she keeps track of what they're watching on TV and she doesn't cuss around them. Seriously, she's my hero! Did I mention that she makes them … Continue reading I’m that Mom…
Life is what you make it. I have my days too...just about everyday. But being this person...This upbeat, positive person is a good thing for my emotional and mental health. It's good for my family. I like me and I am okay if others don't. But still...I want everyone to be happy with me. I … Continue reading How It Really Is… (vlog)
June 1... I am so excited...I know, I keep saying that! But really...this is crazy exciting! I am really ready to connect with you all in such different and maybe "real" way for me. I love it and I can't wait! At the same time, I still have plenty of work to do! This … Continue reading This Journey’s Coming Together
What a process this crazy life can be. I have to work incredible hard to keep this positive attitude of love and joy, in full gear. After all, I am an empath... people and places can change my vibe in seconds and usually not for the better. Then you add in the fact that I … Continue reading Hope…5/1
I just want you all to know how much I love this blog! I love my followers and I feel a loyalty to you all and fabricthatmademe. This blog is my baby in many ways. I have found such a strength, so much growth and an inner joy because of this sweet blog and … Continue reading Loyalty And Growth
My promise to me... I will not let this world harden me. I will not let people make me bitter, only better and wiser. No matter how much crap this life can throws at me, I won't lose my compassion and tenderness for others. I will never let hate make me hate. I will … Continue reading Be Soft
I am so tired. I feel like I'm running in a circle, getting no where fast. But I have a drive and motivation you wouldn't believe. My stupid body is in a major conflict with my mojo! Let's start at the beginning... I have somethings to think about when it comes to getting my health … Continue reading Space For The Good Stuff
The Re-write I have rewrote this blog multiple times now. This has just been one of those weeks I can't get my stuff together. I'm not flowing how I need and want to be. I've made so many changes until I just had to start over. I've been up and down with emotions of joy … Continue reading Being More ME