Lost Together

Us Together In This Place What a true damn mess of a disaster I have been. Before I start this blog, I need saying we found a house 🏠 ❤️ The brake-down I didn't think it was going to happen and my heart was really ready to take a break from looking anymore. Especially after … Continue reading Lost Together

Where’s My Writing Mojo?

At the doctors office for pre post-op. ..........................................................................................................................................................................   I'm not sure what it is? Why I'm struggling to get my fingers moving again. I almost feel like I can't write or "go back to work" until my monsters...aka kids...go back to school. So much has happened. So much has changed and so much more … Continue reading Where’s My Writing Mojo?

It’s Monday

  I swear my head is all over the place today! I took out the coffee creamer and put it back three times before I ever used it today! What's wrong with me! I am just having a day! I can't seem to get my stuff together. It's not a bad day, just a weird, unorganized … Continue reading It’s Monday

How It Really Is… (vlog)

Life is what you make it. I have my days too...just about everyday. But being this person...This upbeat, positive person is a good thing for my emotional and mental health. It's good for my family. I like me and I am okay if others don't. But still...I want everyone to be happy with me. I … Continue reading How It Really Is… (vlog)

Finding Me, Losing My People

  Prison I stand in my place. Right where you need me to be. This life sentence that was handed to us is hard. I want to escape with you. Be free of guilt, pain, shame and doubt. But you have grown comfortable here. I have never left you to sit in the past alone. … Continue reading Finding Me, Losing My People

Who Am I Anymore

"Why am I a person?" My daughter ask. "God decided that you needed to be this person, just who you are", I answered back. "Why did He not make me a dog or a table or someone else?" "Why am I Grace?" "Because there was already plenty of sassy puppies and no table could embrace … Continue reading Who Am I Anymore

Lost Not Yet Found

Lost Not Found I don’t know. I feel like I am aching for something that doesn't exist. I am missing some apart of myself. I miss a place that I have never been but yet, I know this place well. It’s my comfort and security. It’s familiar to me somehow. I feel safe there, complete. … Continue reading Lost Not Yet Found

Recovering

Finding my center I know all the self-care tricks...let's be real about this... I've been at this mental health game for awhile now. You know, picking myself back up after a emotion slip up. I know all the different mindful tricks in the book by now and I agree that most work. I also know … Continue reading Recovering

Empath & Our Language Power

An Unwell Mind... Unproductive, bitter, grumpy, lethargic, irritable, frustrated, disappointed, hopeless, heartbroken, paranoid, uncertain, apprehensive, concerned, discouraged, disconnected, aggravated, abandoned, utterly sad, emotionless, rejected, cranky... these are just a few of the words to describes my relentless mind/emotions in the last week. I did NOT like myself!   It's hopeless...Everyday you wake up, pour yourself … Continue reading Empath & Our Language Power