Tag: lost

The Day My World Stopped| Miss You Forever

Every year I feel the loss of you as if it was yesterday. I’ll never get use to you not being here. miss you forever.

Home Sweet “Temporary” House |Revisted 2020

Everyone Is Content ❤️ We are finally settled in our apartment! It’s beautiful! I drink my coffee as the early morning fog settles around the Santa Monica hills, our pups are at home in my bed as usual. The kids love all the places to walk to and the pool! This Place is nicer than

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The Secret |A Clear and Light Soul

  The Secret This blog isn’t about the book, The secret ( which, I’ve read and is amazing ) or the upcoming movie with Katie Holmes. No this post is about the true secret of the mind power we all possess. How my overall health is changing in the most amazing ways because of my

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Dear Me,

Letter to myself ❤️

Easy Faith

  Faith seems so easy when life is easy. You have a job you like and the bills are getting paid. All your relationships are basically flowing in a positive manner. Plenty of food in your tummy and a better than you could’ve hoped for roof over your head. No aches or pains, mentally or

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Laps On The Keyboard ⌨️

Two year Anniversary on WordPress but I’ve been a writer my whole life!

The Bags I carry

      2 years In the last 2 years I’ve experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile…literally! Thank you Bell’s Palsy!  The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never

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Change The Momentum

I’m just writing to y’all just like the old days 😉 I know that I’ve been kind of throwing up 🤮on y’all lately. My vibe has not been the best. 💔 I’m so appreciative to have this outlet. Writing has always been a good way for me to get things off my chest and out

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Don’t let me fall

Don’t let me fall Don’t let me fall Reach for me in the dark Let me know your here Don’t let me fall I’m still real close to edge Steady me when I’m unbalanced Don’t let me fall Reassure me I’m not alone in this fight Remind me who you are Don’t let me fall

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Do You See Me

  Do You See Me I don’t recognize myself anymore. The eyes of this person are empty. Yet a heart still beats, blood still flows. I don’t trust the thoughts in my head. Numb to feeling, blind to the light. Where did the person I was go? Do you see me? When did this happen

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Dog Backwards Spells God

Who knew God and a F
Dog would lead me to such blessings 🧡

Gentle One

Can You Imagine? What if we all considered each other before ourselves? What if? I know this is may blow some people’s minds but the universe doesn’t revolve around you. Crazy right? We all have issues, fears, hang ups and serious faults. All of us are struggling in someway! You’re not the only person in

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If Your Going to Remember…

Originally posted on www.fabricthatmademe.com:
I am making peace with what was, what is and what will be. I love reading. I love reading everyone blogs and the different perspective we all have on the same thing. I love seeing how we all take the ups and downs of life and make the very…

Lost Not Yet Found

Lost Not Found I don’t know. I feel like I am aching for something that doesn’t exist. I am missing some apart of myself. I miss a place that I have never been but yet, I know this place well. It’s my comfort and security. It’s familiar to me somehow. I feel safe there, complete.

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Recovering

Finding my center I know all the self-care tricks…let’s be real about this… I’ve been at this mental health game for awhile now. You know, picking myself back up after a emotion slip up. I know all the different mindful tricks in the book by now and I agree that most work. I also know

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Empath & Our Language Power

An Unwell Mind… Unproductive, bitter, grumpy, lethargic, irritable, frustrated, disappointed, hopeless, heartbroken, paranoid, uncertain, apprehensive, concerned, discouraged, disconnected, aggravated, abandoned, utterly sad, emotionless, rejected, cranky… these are just a few of the words to describes my relentless mind/emotions in the last week. I did NOT like myself!   It’s hopeless…Everyday you wake up, pour yourself

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