Times Goes By

Goodbye to another year...     How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn't believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us.  At the times it seemed like it... Continue Reading →

The Bags I carry

      2 years In the last 2 years I've experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile...literally! Thank you Bell's Palsy!  The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never... Continue Reading →

Tug-a-war

Push the boulder Climb the mountain Hide in the box Beat the wall Close it tight Lock the door Squeeze it tight till you can't breathe anymore. Search through the Valley Lost in dark Hear the small voice Carry the weight Bury it deep Play the part Secure the room Plant your feet Take a... Continue Reading →

In My Shoes

You wouldn't last a day In My Shoes... It's easy to do my inventory from where you stand. The view sure looks different from where you are. How quickly we forget our own dirty little secrets. You have no clue why I do what I do. There's not a chance you'd last a day In... Continue Reading →

Table for one

I'm sitting here at Denny's by myself and I'm good with! It's different, feeling alone and actually being alone. Being alone on Purpose is interesting. I'm taking everything in around. I wondering if I seem weird or sad to others, if they even notice me at all? I see a group of old retired men.... Continue Reading →

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