Going Home... Welcome To Colorful Colorado A Hometown State of Mind is just what I need to get centered... the get back to the fabric that made me. I was sitting here trying to recall my last visit home? It's sad that actually I can't remember. Christmas in 2017 we went as a family and it was a… Continue reading Hometown State of Mind
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Times Goes By
Goodbye to another year... How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn't believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us. At the times it seemed like it… Continue reading Times Goes By
The Bags I carry
2 years In the last 2 years I've experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile...literally! Thank you Bell's Palsy! The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never… Continue reading The Bags I carry
Change The Momentum
I'm just writing to y'all just like the old days 😉 I know that I've been kind of throwing up 🤮on y'all lately. My vibe has not been the best. 💔 I'm so appreciative to have this outlet. Writing has always been a good way for me to get things off my chest and out… Continue reading Change The Momentum
Don’t let me fall
Don't let me fall Don't let me fall Reach for me in the dark Let me know your here Don't let me fall I'm still real close to edge Steady me when I'm unbalanced Don't let me fall Reassure me I'm not alone in this fight Remind me who you are Don't let me fall… Continue reading Don’t let me fall
In My Shoes
You wouldn't last a day In My Shoes... It's easy to do my inventory from where you stand. The view sure looks different from where you are. How quickly we forget our own dirty little secrets. You have no clue why I do what I do. There's not a chance you'd last a day In… Continue reading In My Shoes
Do You See Me
Do You See Me I don't recognize myself anymore. The eyes of this person are empty. Yet a heart still beats, blood still flows. I don't trust the thoughts in my head. Numb to feeling, blind to the light. Where did the person I was go? Do you see me? When did this happen to… Continue reading Do You See Me