I started and finished this today! That big people.. BIG!!
Good Morning my quarantine friends! 4/13/20 I woke up this morning at about 1:45am to my daughter climbing into my bed scared of the rain and wind causing the trees to hit her window. Her climbing in was fine at first but than it was 2:15 am and she was too hot and wanted
Finally I can breath and this is what happy feels like…
Letter to myself ❤️
Two year Anniversary on WordPress but I’ve been a writer my whole life!
ALONE I thought for a moment I found a way out. Thought the battling was reaching an end. There for a second I wasn’t going to pretend. Just a small glimpse of light. Then I blinked and it was gone. I tried my best to hold on. Just go with the flow. Why’s it
Goodbye to another year… How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us. At the times it seemed like it
Don’t let me fall Don’t let me fall Reach for me in the dark Let me know your here Don’t let me fall I’m still real close to edge Steady me when I’m unbalanced Don’t let me fall Reassure me I’m not alone in this fight Remind me who you are Don’t let me fall
Do You See Me I don’t recognize myself anymore. The eyes of this person are empty. Yet a heart still beats, blood still flows. I don’t trust the thoughts in my head. Numb to feeling, blind to the light. Where did the person I was go? Do you see me? When did this happen
Warning: I just woke up and … ya…sorry for my face. You’re been warned! Every once in a while I get up before everyone else and I get to be totally alone. Well not totally alone and I didn’t up get because I wanted to. I’m always with my sweet pup Ella, so I am
An Unwell Mind… Unproductive, bitter, grumpy, lethargic, irritable, frustrated, disappointed, hopeless, heartbroken, paranoid, uncertain, apprehensive, concerned, discouraged, disconnected, aggravated, abandoned, utterly sad, emotionless, rejected, cranky… these are just a few of the words to describes my relentless mind/emotions in the last week. I did NOT like myself! It’s hopeless…Everyday you wake up, pour yourself