Good Morning my quarantine friends! 4/13/20 I woke up this morning at about 1:45am to my daughter climbing into my bed scared of the rain and wind causing the trees to hit her window. Her climbing in was fine at first but than it was 2:15 am and she was too hot and wanted to go back to her […]
Well isn’t that the truth… I have a long standing issue with caring far too damn much what other people think and letting myself become paralyzed over it! I walk a thin line often because I am by nature a fiercely loyal and protective person but yet blunt, which can hurt. It’s in my DNA to care and be straightforward. […]
Goodbyes Are The Hardest Part: It’s not really goodbye, it’s more like see y’all soon! However, it doesn’t change the pain of leaving each other. This last year has been a tough one on all of us. We learned some lessons along the way, growing and becoming wiser than we ever wanted to ever be. We’re closer as a family […]
Things That Make You Go, mmm? Is it possible that people make themselves busy on purpose to avoid being alone with themselves? That is question, I’ve been distracting myself with today as I’ve been incredibly busy. It’s business that was out of hands though. It was NOT brought on by me! I Love Podcast Too Much… While prepping for this […]
ALONE I thought for a moment I found a way out. Thought the battling was reaching an end. There for a second I wasn’t going to pretend. Just a small glimpse of light. Then I blinked and it was gone. I tried my best to hold on. Just go with the flow. Why’s it always so loud in here? […]
To stay and choose to redefine this new way of being… Now that is true courage! The Choice I have the same power just as you, so I was told. The choice to be just as cold. I to hold this power to disappear when things get hard. This choice I completely disregard. I suppose I have the […]
Goodbye to another year… How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us. At the times it seemed like it was going to be that […]
