I started and finished this today! That big people.. BIG!!
https://youtu.be/3jSFNJ8C3ZI Good Morning my quarantine friends! 4/13/20 I woke up this morning at about 1:45am to my daughter climbing into my bed scared of the rain and wind causing the trees to hit her window. Her climbing in was fine at first but than it was 2:15 am and she was too hot and... Continue Reading →
ALONE I thought for a moment I found a way out. Thought the battling was reaching an end. There for a second I wasn't going to pretend. Just a small glimpse of light. Then I blinked and it was gone. I tried my best to hold on. Just go with the flow. Why's it... Continue Reading →
Goodbye to another year... How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn't believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us. At the times it seemed like it... Continue Reading →
Don't let me fall Don't let me fall Reach for me in the dark Let me know your here Don't let me fall I'm still real close to edge Steady me when I'm unbalanced Don't let me fall Reassure me I'm not alone in this fight Remind me who you are Don't let me fall... Continue Reading →
Do You See Me I don't recognize myself anymore. The eyes of this person are empty. Yet a heart still beats, blood still flows. I don't trust the thoughts in my head. Numb to feeling, blind to the light. Where did the person I was go? Do you see me? When did this happen to... Continue Reading →
Warning: I just woke up and ... ya...sorry for my face. You're been warned! Every once in a while I get up before everyone else and I get to be totally alone. Well not totally alone and I didn't up get because I wanted to. I'm always with my sweet pup Ella, so I am... Continue Reading →
An Unwell Mind... Unproductive, bitter, grumpy, lethargic, irritable, frustrated, disappointed, hopeless, heartbroken, paranoid, uncertain, apprehensive, concerned, discouraged, disconnected, aggravated, abandoned, utterly sad, emotionless, rejected, cranky... these are just a few of the words to describes my relentless mind/emotions in the last week. I did NOT like myself! It's hopeless...Everyday you wake up, pour yourself... Continue Reading →