My Sweetest Friend (youtube)

Best of friends before there was more. My sweetest friend, still and forever. Hurt feelings, painful words, loneness and crushing heartache takes it toll. You’re not the only one with insecurities. You’re not the only one who has fears that the other could just walk away. We love and we hurt. Then we fight and […]

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The Bags I carry

      2 years In the last 2 years I’ve experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile…literally! Thank you Bell’s Palsy!  The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never […]

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Tug-a-war

Push the boulder Climb the mountain Hide in the box Beat the wall Close it tight Lock the door Squeeze it tight till you can’t breathe anymore. Search through the Valley Lost in dark Hear the small voice Carry the weight Bury it deep Play the part Secure the room Plant your feet Take a […]

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Do You See Me

  Do You See Me I don’t recognize myself anymore. The eyes of this person are empty. Yet a heart still beats, blood still flows. I don’t trust the thoughts in my head. Numb to feeling, blind to the light. Where did the person I was go? Do you see me? When did this happen […]

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Country Music Love

Simi Valley Round UP  Music has a way to help you heal, escape or take you back… It’s a medicine in a way for the soul and it’s sure done it’s part for me in my life. I love all different types of music. I respect the art, the hard work, the talent and bravery […]

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