In My Shoes

You wouldn’t last a day In My Shoes… It’s easy to do my inventory from where you stand. The view sure looks different from where you are. How quickly we forget our own dirty little secrets. You have no clue why I do what I do. There’s not a chance you’d last a day In […]

All You Want

All You Want  I’m not as strong as you needed me to be. I’m not all you want and I wish I was. Life has given me many visible scars and you have been there for most all of them. You know physical pain doesn’t bother me, it’s the scars that you can’t see that […]

Do You See Me

  Do You See Me I don’t recognize myself anymore. The eyes of this person are empty. Yet a heart still beats, blood still flows. I don’t trust the thoughts in my head. Numb to feeling, blind to the light. Where did the person I was go? Do you see me? When did this happen […]

Telling Dreams

Backseat Driver I have been having some heavy dreams lately. Every morning I’ll look up my telling dreams and see what’s going on in my subconscious mind. The last few nights have been this: I’m in my truck that Jason has been making plans to get rid of. I’m trying to drive it a lot […]

Spring Break Won’t Break Me

Long Breaks Mentally Challenge Me Spring break is one of the times we all have some expectations. Some people expect to go on some type of Vacation, be able to sleep in, relax on a beach or have some type of adventure. Maybe some people prefer to stay home and never leave the house and […]

First Day On The JOB

Okay, I woke up not happy about this but I’m doing it, my first day. A new job, going back to work! It scares me because I don’t want to be overwhelmed with everyone’s life all alone again. I’ve been in this place before but not like this… not this alone. I’m on my way […]

Country Music Love

Simi Valley Round UP  Music has a way to help you heal, escape or take you back… It’s a medicine in a way for the soul and it’s sure done it’s part for me in my life. I love all different types of music. I respect the art, the hard work, the talent and bravery […]