To stay and choose to redefine this new way of being… Now that is true courage! The Choice I have the same power just as you, so I was told. The choice to be just as cold. I to hold this power to disappear when things get hard. This choice I completely disregard. I suppose I have the […]
The Sunshine Blogger Award Firstly, I have apologize for my late response for this honor. I have no good excuse other than being overwhelmed with life. These awards do mean so much to me and I honestly do enjoy doing them! Who doesn’t appreciate some validation for the hard-work and love they have put into on something cherish? Thank you […]
Headed HomeI sat back waiting to board our plane and I felt overwhelmed with joy as I watched my kids eye swell with tears of happiness. All three of us have missed home, Colorado. Missed my Dad, my Mom, Grandparents and my Aunt so much. I miss my friends! Landing In CO It was awesome to get to my parents […]
Going Home… Welcome To Colorful Colorado A Hometown State of Mind is just what I need to get centered… the get back to the fabric that made me. I was sitting here trying to recall my last visit home? It’s sad that actually I can’t remember. Christmas in 2017 we went as a family and it was a rushed trip! My anxiety was […]
We have the ability to bring such joy. Or We have the choice to bring such pain. We people can be the light in someones darkness. Or We can be the monster under the bed. We can the mean girl, the bully in the locker room. We can be the new found friend who offers a […]
Devotions on making decisions in Faith How to have confidence my decisions are being made with Gods plans in mind and not my own agenda. As I have written about in pasted blogs, I’m on a quest to reconnect to my Father Christ. One of the ways that I have been doing this is through reading devotions and Bible Studies […]
Best of friends before there was more. My sweetest friend, still and forever. Hurt feelings, painful words, loneness and crushing heartache takes it toll. You’re not the only one with insecurities. You’re not the only one who has fears that the other could just walk away. We love and we hurt. Then we fight and keep loving some more. XOXO […]
Encouragingly Hopeful It’s been years since I’ve had a real hopeful feeling. Feelings of enjoyment, cheerfulness and being positive have been rare. Any confidence at all has been unusual in my world. I can actually pinpoint the times that I’ve felt that good-happy, optimism magical power! With that said, the last few weeks I’ve had a twinge […]
Goodbye to another year… How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us. At the times it seemed like it was going to be that […]
2 years In the last 2 years I’ve experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile…literally! Thank you Bell’s Palsy! The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never in a million years did […]
