Today

Today I said a prayer for you. Today will be a better day for you. Today I held your hand a little longer than normal. Today I thought I'd love you a little harder. Today I noticed your laugh and put it on repeat in my head all day. Today I hope your laugh matches … Continue reading Today

Table for one

I'm sitting here at Denny's by myself and I'm good with! It's different, feeling alone and actually being alone. Being alone on Purpose is interesting. I'm taking everything in around. I wondering if I seem weird or sad to others, if they even notice me at all? I see a group of old retired men. … Continue reading Table for one

So Close

So Close I can feel it It seems like if I do something wrong to someone it's a big deal? But if I'm hurt or wronged in someway then I'm just being dramatic? mmm? This is confusing to me.   I going to be real honest here. I can be jerk. This is NOT a … Continue reading So Close

Oh My Soul

The Consequence of Not Trusting God https://www.youversion.com/the-bible-app/ http://www.brittanyrust.com/ You will have moments of weakness that test your faith and commitment. Because we are not perfect chances are you will give into the weakness a time or two. Your flesh will decide to take the path of least resistance and the world will be your guide. … Continue reading Oh My Soul

It’s Crazy Over Here

I'm trying to use a new video recording app... please be patient with me! I'm still here guys!!! I'm just not tech savvy at all! 😬 I'm planning on blogging/vlogging our journey to California! Hope you'll join us! ❤️ Xoxo sk

Caught Up In My Head

      Being in totally recovery mode for as long as I have been gives you sufficient time to think...and think some more. Which truthfully has been a good thing (mostly). I have spent the last few months...8 months earlier or more trying not to think (too) deeply into things but you know me, … Continue reading Caught Up In My Head

What was I expecting?

  It's been 6 days since my surgery and I have say that I feel surprisingly well! It's such a bummer, I can't leap over tall buildings, lift a car with my bear hands or even sweep my kitchen floor!    In all seriousness, all my Endo pain is gone. I can move my hip … Continue reading What was I expecting?

Space For The Good Stuff

I am so tired.  I feel like I'm running in a circle, getting no where fast. But I have a drive and motivation you wouldn't believe. My stupid body is in a major conflict with my mojo! Let's start at the beginning...  I have somethings to think about when it comes to getting my health … Continue reading Space For The Good Stuff

Being More ME

The Re-write I have rewrote this blog multiple times now. This has just been one of those weeks I can't get my stuff together. I'm not flowing how I need and want to be. I've made so many changes until I just had to start over. I've been up and down with emotions of joy … Continue reading Being More ME

Recovering

Finding my center I know all the self-care tricks...let's be real about this... I've been at this mental health game for awhile now. You know, picking myself back up after a emotion slip up. I know all the different mindful tricks in the book by now and I agree that most work. I also know … Continue reading Recovering

The Road… Results p.3

There just comes a day when you have to decide which way you want to go and then you have to start moving. You want that day to come. It's a good thing... and my day has came.  When all your worlds come crashing into each other... Most likely we all can relate to wanting … Continue reading The Road… Results p.3

The reason why I love you…

  ***A little back story** As I started this journey, JOY on Purpose about 4 months ago, there were three things I wanted for myself. To have a peaceful mind, a JOYful spirit and a healthy body, all in hopes it would reverberate on to my people and everyone else I made contact with. I have and … Continue reading The reason why I love you…

I’m strong in my weakness

I am a faithful to person. I believe God has only plans for good over all our lives. It's our choices and living in a sinful world that causes the pain and hurt in our lives. Then God comes in like the good parent. All we have to say is we need forgiveness. We cry … Continue reading I’m strong in my weakness

The Road… Anxiety P.2

 What is that? The sound in the silences. That small noises that grows louder and louder. It's becoming threatening now. I'm in danger! What is it? Why is it so overwhelming to me? This small sound that my mind has picked out of the silence. I laid quietly in my bed, peaceful and calm. But … Continue reading The Road… Anxiety P.2

The Road… today’s the day

Last night was rough. My bones hurts, my head hurt and chest was tight. Surgery day is upon us. I have been overwhelmed with fear and feeling the body aches the way I did last night sure didn't help my mind set. Sleeping through it was the best I could do. My  dreams were more … Continue reading The Road… today’s the day