Me Controlling Me |Back When

I can’t decide if it’s the lack of control, I feel over my own life or the need that I have to be controlling in general? Or is it simply all the changes I am witnessing; happening so rapidly that my mind can’t adjust to them…won’t except them? It feels wrong. Like telling a lie. Back When…     Most […]

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I’m The Storm Inside | Beautiful Pain

  Being here at times feels like a sick mind game. God take the pain and fill me with good. Revive me. I ask Him to take this madness away, make it all better. Calm the winds from my chest to a sweet, gentle breeze once again. Dry the tears from heaven that fall from my eyes. Free me from […]

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Who Am I Anymore?

I have not been myself for a month…maybe longer. I am sorry if I have turned any of you off in my last few post. Like, I wrote in my last post, I have many things written that needed only to be edited and then posted and I just never got to it. My heart has been a little numb. […]

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Remember The Mission|Don’t Lose Hope

we     Remember The Mission It’s been rocky. Twists and turns and sleepless nights. Red faces, soaked with tears on more than one occasion. Oh hell, we all have had our share of throwing a fist at the sky! This life sure can seem unfair. The world owes us nothing. So we work harder to keep going! Keep trying […]

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Peaceful Indifference|Refreshened

I’m so excited to keep this journey going, freshening and cleaning up my old blog post! Keeping a Fresh Blog: What To Do With Old Blog Post? It’s been interesting going through some of these past blogs and remembering the places -emotionally I was. I have came far! I’m so much stronger than I give myself credit for.Β  When updating/editing […]

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What A World We Live In…

The world is a messy place and you would think that we would all start to take a deeper look at what’s most important in times like this…You would think? I’m not sure that my family will ever be put back together the way I wish it was. I may never have the close friendships that I once shared. I […]

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Don’t Exist Anymore

Freedom only comes when you forgive and the boat sailed months ago. Now it’s time to get some closure and I feel like I’m ready for that. Peace is washing over me and feels good. God has a plan and I fully trust in that. #INHIM #FORGIVE #ATPEACE #WITHORWITHOUTYOU #ILLANSWERTHECALL

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