There’s Been A Delay

Sorry All… As sometimes ( ALL the time ) happens with me plans have changed. I was hoping to post as I spent my time here in Colorado but due to some events it’s taking me longer to write, process, rewriting and process some more. As much as I love the sharing and connect part […]

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My Sweetest Friend (youtube)

Best of friends before there was more. My sweetest friend, still and forever. Hurt feelings, painful words, loneness and crushing heartache takes it toll. You’re not the only one with insecurities. You’re not the only one who has fears that the other could just walk away. We love and we hurt. Then we fight and […]

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The Bags I carry

      2 years In the last 2 years I’ve experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile…literally! Thank you Bell’s Palsy!  The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never […]

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The Black Hole

The Black Hole Darker than the darkest black you are. Swallowing me whole and covering ever scar. Your intense pull is so great that nothing will ever escape you. It’s like a trap I Gravitate to you. You absorb everything around you and have become my center. I want to be the friction, be the […]

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Excuse Me California

Excuse me California I’m just the outsider looking in. How the hell has God allowed this place to still spin? Casual errands, you greet strangers with a smile. Not here! You want that, you’ll be waiting awhile! Selfish, inconsiderate, lack of respect!The worst anywhere. Doesn’t matter what I think. No one really cares. Can you […]

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Don’t let me fall

Don’t let me fall Don’t let me fall Reach for me in the dark Let me know your here Don’t let me fall I’m still real close to edge Steady me when I’m unbalanced Don’t let me fall Reassure me I’m not alone in this fight Remind me who you are Don’t let me fall […]

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Tug-a-war

Push the boulder Climb the mountain Hide in the box Beat the wall Close it tight Lock the door Squeeze it tight till you can’t breathe anymore. Search through the Valley Lost in dark Hear the small voice Carry the weight Bury it deep Play the part Secure the room Plant your feet Take a […]

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In My Shoes

You wouldn’t last a day In My Shoes… It’s easy to do my inventory from where you stand. The view sure looks different from where you are. How quickly we forget our own dirty little secrets. You have no clue why I do what I do. There’s not a chance you’d last a day In […]

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All You Want

All You Want  I’m not as strong as you needed me to be. I’m not all you want and I wish I was. Life has given me many visible scars and you have been there for most all of them. You know physical pain doesn’t bother me, it’s the scars that you can’t see that […]

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