There’s No Place Like Home

  It was right there… How much I have taken for granted. I wanted to explore and see the world, to show my kids everything. To experience more than the boundaries that we knew. It all  sounded so good. I wanted a place that I felt understood, a place that I fit in. The need…

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Hi! My Name Is Contradiction

Feelings are messy little assholes! I am having a difficult time deciding if I should uploading my Vlog that I recored yesterday… because yesterday I was more emotional, messy and just a lot…a lot doesn’t cover it. Today, I feel a bit better…. I’m different today and I don’t why. I’m still a mess, that’s…

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Invisible Girl Living In An Alien World

I seem to be having a rough go of it. I live in a place that is entirely foreign to me. I feel like nothing makes sense here. It almost feels wrong to be here at times. Pasting people as I walk through the neighborhood here, I feeling like an unwelcome visitor. Every single day…

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Good Morning Party People

Warning: I just woke up and … ya…sorry for my face. You’re been warned!   Every once in a while I get up before everyone else and I get to be totally alone. Well not totally alone and I didn’t up get because I wanted to. I’m always with my sweet pup Ella, so I am…

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Father’s Day YO!

First let me start with MY DAD! This is me with my Daddy-o, way back in 1982 (maybe?). Our life wasn’t perfect but then again who does has a perfect life? My Dad was and still is the biggest worrier you will ever meet. He’s protective of my Mom, me and my sisters, he cares…

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It’s Coming Along

  The Joy project  Well, I’m sure glad that I gave myself so much time to get my business site up and running (mostly),  Jōy-Terra Essentials. It’s not perfect but I think for not having any help and never doing this before, it’s damn good. I am running on pure passion, a deep belief and nothing…

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Space For The Good Stuff

I am so tired.  I feel like I’m running in a circle, getting no where fast. But I have a drive and motivation you wouldn’t believe. My stupid body is in a major conflict with my mojo! Let’s start at the beginning…  I have somethings to think about when it comes to getting my health…

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Freedom Of (my) Speech

YOU ARE FREE TO SPEAK YOUR MIND AND WRITE YOUR WORDS AS LONG AS IT DOESN’T UPSET ME… WELL ISN’T THAT A BITCH.. SAY YOUR TRUTH, THAT’S JUST FINE. SPEAK YOUR MIND, YOU MAY PAY THE TIME. YOU THINK THIS IS UNFAIR? WHO ARE YOU TO SAY? STAY IN THE LINES AND MIND YOUR MATTERS…EVERYTHING…

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