Hi! My Name Is Contradiction

Feelings are messy little assholes! I am having a difficult time deciding if I should uploading my Vlog that I recored yesterday… because yesterday I was more emotional, messy and just a lot…a lot doesn’t cover it. Today, I feel a bit better…. I’m different today and I don’t why. I’m still a mess, that’s…

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Change Is’a Coming…

Hey Now! California Bound! So many different thoughts and emotions as we get closer and closer to moving day. I’m overwhelmed with excitement and nerves. I think about how much I’ve grown and the person I am now compared to who I was before I moved here. So much is about to be different for…

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Let’s Get Caught Up…

  It’s been a minute since I’ve been able to Vlog at all! I decided to give it a very unprofessional go! It was a mess but hey, that’s me! I’ve been a mental mess, a physical mess and an emotional mess…but still a faithful girl all the way!    So wow okay! I don’t…

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Good Morning Party People

Warning: I just woke up and … ya…sorry for my face. You’re been warned!   Every once in a while I get up before everyone else and I get to be totally alone. Well not totally alone and I didn’t up get because I wanted to. I’m always with my sweet pup Ella, so I am…

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How It Really Is… (vlog)

Life is what you make it. I have my days too…just about everyday. But being this person…This upbeat, positive person is a good thing for my emotional and mental health. It’s good for my family. I like me and I am okay if others don’t. But still…I want everyone to be happy with me. I…

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