I don’t like getting old. I’m 40 years old and in my opinion, I looks like it. My body is running down and hurts a lot. It’s beyond frustrating to me. Everyone else out there ever feel like your running up hill… right into a brick wall over and over again? Okay let’s talk straight.
An Unwell Mind… Unproductive, bitter, grumpy, lethargic, irritable, frustrated, disappointed, hopeless, heartbroken, paranoid, uncertain, apprehensive, concerned, discouraged, disconnected, aggravated, abandoned, utterly sad, emotionless, rejected, cranky… these are just a few of the words to describes my relentless mind/emotions in the last week. I did NOT like myself! It’s hopeless…Everyday you wake up, pour yourself