There’s No Place Like Home

  It was right there… How much I have taken for granted. I wanted to explore and see the world, to show my kids everything. To experience more than the boundaries that we knew. It all  sounded so good. I wanted a place that I felt understood, a place that I fit in. The need…

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Caught Up In My Head

      Being in totally recovery mode for as long as I have been gives you sufficient time to think…and think some more. Which truthfully has been a good thing (mostly). I have spent the last few months…8 months earlier or more trying not to think (too) deeply into things but you know me,…

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Where’s My Writing Mojo?

At the doctors office for pre post-op. ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..   I’m not sure what it is? Why I’m struggling to get my fingers moving again. I almost feel like I can’t write or “go back to work” until my monsters…aka kids…go back to school. So much has happened. So much has changed and so much more…

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What This Endo All About?

After receiving a few messages, asking me what’s Endometriosis? I thought maybe I should write a post explaining. It’s important to remember that I got these definition off the internet and Endometriosis, also known as Endo, affects every person differently. There are many people who have Endo right this minute and don’t even know it…

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Pushing Through

    After 5 days of not being able to move or go outside, I finally pushed myself to just do it! There are some days I just can’t, the pain is too overwhelming. I feel like I will throw up everywhere and that’s such a bad look…really. I stay in bed with my heating…

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Twitchy Eye

I am honestly not sure if I have the worst allergies I have ever had in my life or if I just have a nice combo of pure stress and anxiety on top on the worst allergies that I’ve ever had in my life. I am telling ya’ll, the right side of my face is deformed.…

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Getting On My Feet…Again

Day 1 since my attack… I am doing better today. I spelt alright last night…not great just better then the night before. I had my diffuser going all night and essential oils all over me. My anxiety is giving me a breather right now, which I am thankful because The Good Lord knows that I…

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How It Really Is… (vlog)

Life is what you make it. I have my days too…just about everyday. But being this person…This upbeat, positive person is a good thing for my emotional and mental health. It’s good for my family. I like me and I am okay if others don’t. But still…I want everyone to be happy with me. I…

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Loyalty And Growth

  I just want you all to know how much I love this blog! I love my followers and I feel a loyalty to you all and fabricthatmademe. This blog is my baby in many ways. I have found such a strength, so much growth and an inner joy because of this sweet blog and…

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Being More ME

The Re-write I have rewrote this blog multiple times now. This has just been one of those weeks I can’t get my stuff together. I’m not flowing how I need and want to be. I’ve made so many changes until I just had to start over. I’ve been up and down with emotions of joy…

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