There’s Been A Delay

Sorry All… As sometimes ( ALL the time ) happens with me plans have changed. I was hoping to post as I spent my time here in Colorado but due to some events it’s taking me longer to write, process, rewriting and process some more. As much as I love the sharing and connect part […]

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Mini Update: Health & Recovery

Slow- Steady & Frustrating Ella-my sweet therapy pup Update: On My Crazy 😜 Since March I have been keeping a journal of everything that I eat, all symptoms and also my workouts. Just to fresh anyone who cares… I’m in my 30’s going through menopause! Yay me! I also have a migraines conditions that can […]

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The Bags I carry

      2 years In the last 2 years I’ve experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile…literally! Thank you Bell’s Palsy!  The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never […]

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Unknowns

Unknowns The amount of unknowns in my life are at an all time high. If I told you I wasn’t concerned… that would be a complete and utter lie. The length of our to-do-list is beyond overwhelming. Figuring out a way to track this is completely consuming. It’s hard to know just where to begin, […]

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Change The Momentum

I’m just writing to y’all just like the old days 😉 I know that I’ve been kind of throwing up 🤮on y’all lately. My vibe has not been the best. 💔 I’m so appreciative to have this outlet. Writing has always been a good way for me to get things off my chest and out […]

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Excuse Me California

Excuse me California I’m just the outsider looking in. How the hell has God allowed this place to still spin? Casual errands, you greet strangers with a smile. Not here! You want that, you’ll be waiting awhile! Selfish, inconsiderate, lack of respect!The worst anywhere. Doesn’t matter what I think. No one really cares. Can you […]

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Don’t let me fall

Don’t let me fall Don’t let me fall Reach for me in the dark Let me know your here Don’t let me fall I’m still real close to edge Steady me when I’m unbalanced Don’t let me fall Reassure me I’m not alone in this fight Remind me who you are Don’t let me fall […]

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Telling Dreams

Backseat Driver I have been having some heavy dreams lately. Every morning I’ll look up my telling dreams and see what’s going on in my subconscious mind. The last few nights have been this: I’m in my truck that Jason has been making plans to get rid of. I’m trying to drive it a lot […]

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