This trip has been emotional for me in so me way. More than anything this trip did it’s job for me. It reminded me who I am and why I do the things that I do….Whether wrong or right.
Now we’re making our way west, back to California. I know without any doubt that things won’t be easier. However, I do feel differently… for once. I’m at a loss of words to describe what that means. All I know is I’m going to be fine.
There were tears saying goodbye and seeing my sons face broke my heart. Goodbyes are hard no matter what.
On The Road
Now headed back to California I know I have plenty of work ahead of me. Jason and I have talked a lot and I think we’re on the same page. We need to be! It’s going to be good for all of us. I have a good feeling!
We’ve done lots of talking and planning and we motivative. We’re ready to get to work, even though it’s not going to be easy at all, this family is worth it!
In a few weeks I’ll get updated on my blog and process all the drafts that I’ve already written. I know there’s probably a lot I’ve written I may never share but there’s also somethings I think I need to. Because I talk to no one but this blog… this is my safe place.
So yes, I’ll be fine. This family is totally fine. It’s all gonna come together and something’s are changing and other things aren’t. Some people will be happy and others won’t. Like always I can’t do anything about other people… but I can love, learn and pray!
See ya soon!