Head In The Clouds

Head In The Clouds ☁️

I lay in damp grass and close my sad eyes.

Praying this all will pass me by.

Let all the weight of the world fade away,

for a moment I say goodbye.

Brush my hands through the soft thin blades.

I wish for a little trade.

Filling my lungs with this humid salty air.

I wonder is it all too much to repair?

Slowly open my burning eyes to the heavens.

Lord- I can’t take anymore suppression.

Releasing the soggy, weighed balloon in my chest.

Let it go… all years of destress.

Clearing my burdensome, tortures mind.

I try to believe I’m in a different time.

I see the vibrant, bright light of white.

It’s the most beautiful sight.

The slow moving, velvet like cushions, blurred edges and odd shapes.

It’s there I want to escape.

Curvy and round or spears, defined and sharpen.

Again Lord- give me another option.

Every perfectly misshapen, puffy blanket, flowing gracefully unbroken into the next.

Lord- why is this is all so complex!

Contrasted by various shades of the truest blues.

Give me Lord some good news!

Descending into tones of purples and gray’s.

When I sit back up, please bless me with some better days.

Can I go there, to that castle in the sky?

Will the softness greet me and a puffy fish will fly by?

It’s to hard here and there’s times I don’t want to stay.

My head is in clouds… it’s safer that way.

Sk

5 thoughts on “Head In The Clouds

    1. Something I wrote. I obviously know the feeling well. I do feel a bit stuck right now and even unheard. I pray nonstop but I’m hopeful and faithful… something has to give at some point. 💝

      1. I believe there is a proving period with the Lord. It’s not that He’s playing games, but He wants to see just how much we really love Him and are true to Him.

        Please keep going!

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