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I’ll just get right to point here… I’m having an issue writing. It’s not an issue with things to write about because I have plenty on my mind. I just can’t find the willpower to write it out.

Actually, it’s more than that! It’s the judgment behind every post that I write. Someone has to come for me with their judgements, or “social media” comments and I just don’t know if I want to deal with it anymore. The balancing act is getting harder. Continuing something that I enjoy so much and trying to shield myself from jerks is unfair. It’s getting old.

Truly it’s made what I enjoy not so enjoyable anymore. “Thanks for that.” I’m writing now only because my therapist told me too. So basically this is a responsibility, just checking the box! That’s sad. I kind pissed off about it!

I’m going to spend the next couple days thinking about how to handle this before I write public anymore. One thing I’ve prided myself on is being is authentic and I can’t do that when I’m worried about what some asshole thinking. So forgive me while I take a break and try to comprehend, why I care so much about what some hypocrite thinks in the first place. What anyone think at all…

I want to get back to writing freely and be in love with it again. Until I can do that, I’m going to take a break and do some deep thinking. Maybe free myself up from some burdens and finally closing some of those doors that have (annoyingly) just been blowing in the wind.

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I'm Skelly! I'm a beginner in the writing world. It's through observing and be a great listener that I translate all my experiences through writing. Sometimes it's journaling and other times it's through poetry.
I've been blessed with a passion for sharing the world around me through words.
Come interrupteur the world with me. It's so much better with company!

3 Replies to “Coming To An End”

  1. I hope you’re able to figure out a way to keep writing that’s workable for you. Would disconnecting the blog from social media male it a bit easier?

    1. Sometimes I think it’s the fact that people in my life call my poems/journal writings and other things that I work on social media (crap). It’s not like ranting on Facebook. As any blogger /writer knows a lot of work goes in to our post. I know I research and edit for days sometime before I post anytime. Not to mention the effort that goes into my website and keeping it fresh and organized, trying to get traffic to my blog.. which I suck at by the way. It all is work. That’s not say I don’t have mistakes- I do. I have a long way to go. I am still learning. I guess I wish I had more support a writer. These people who say these things are not random people in my life…They are people who should have my back and be encouraged me.

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My name is Skelly. I am a mother, a wife and unfinished project for life. Writing and researching has been part of my life since I could hold a pencil in my hand. Mental Health and Spiritual Wellness is a focus of mine, as I grow stronger in faith. Now, I hope to revisit storytelling, poetry and journal writing and the YouTube world possible to share and connect with all of you! Thanks for sharing in this life with me!

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