My Sweetest Friend (youtube)

Best of friends before there was more. My sweetest friend, still and forever. Hurt feelings, painful words, loneness and crushing heartache takes it toll. You’re not the only one with insecurities. You’re not the only one who has fears that the other could just walk away. We love and we hurt. Then we fight and […]

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The Bags I carry

      2 years In the last 2 years I’ve experienced somethings that have really changed my laugh and broken my smile…literally! Thank you Bell’s Palsy!  The amount of change, worry, fear, loneliness and control over every decision made over my life has really crippled me. I hate the person I have become. Never […]

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Mother’s Day & Perspective 2019

Mother’s Day & Perspective       A Different Type Of Mother’s Day This Mother’s Day I would definitely describe as sweet and beautiful. Maybe even bittersweet at some points. I know a lot of effort was put into this Mother’s Day. It was hard to pull it together with our situation. Finances and expenses […]

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Do You See Me

  Do You See Me I don’t recognize myself anymore. The eyes of this person are empty. Yet a heart still beats, blood still flows. I don’t trust the thoughts in my head. Numb to feeling, blind to the light. Where did the person I was go? Do you see me? When did this happen […]

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Spring Break Won’t Break Me

Long Breaks Mentally Challenge Me Spring break is one of the times we all have some expectations. Some people expect to go on some type of Vacation, be able to sleep in, relax on a beach or have some type of adventure. Maybe some people prefer to stay home and never leave the house and […]

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Do Better, Girl (A messages to my daughter)

Words To My Daughter Before I go on I want to make it really clear that I’m just a regular chick. I’m not part of any movement of any sort. If anything I hate being part of any anti-anything… The only thing I am really, is pro love and the very deepest love for my […]

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