Bad Doctors Suck | I Miss The Old Me

I relate…

I have recently been going to the doctors to start getting my health on track. Going to the doctor is not something new for me. It’s part of my history unfortunately.

I have been in and out of doctors offices with female issues, migraines/seizure, gallbladder and kidney issues and rarely do I ever walk out with some type of results.

I understand that these doctors are only human beings. They are doing the best they can usually, with an educated guess. It’s still very frustrating to be wasting so much time, energy and money, just to be worse off in the end.

Has anyone ever felt like you go to the doctors just to vent and then pay a hefty copayment? There’s no real solution to any of your issues. Well that is where I feel I am standing at the moment.

Being a mom of two and a wife, my continued stress over the years has really taken a toll on my physical and mental health. when I look in the mirror I do not see me. I see a very old tired, frustrated woman and I just don’t recognize her at all.

My brain has energy but my body won’t let me. A side effect of that is a depressed heart.

I do literally everything the doctor tells me to do and will have no improvements and in some cases, I am only worse by the side effects of medication.

At this point I just don’t trust doctors anymore. I’ve been told so many things…so many things that contradict… so many things that I have tried with no results. I can’t trust what they tell me anymore.

So where do I go from here? The people who are supposed to be helping me and guiding me to a better, healthier me, aren’t. I just wanna be able to look in the mirror and not see so much pain from the past written all over my body. It would be so awesome just have someone take me seriously.