Author: fabricthatmademe

Lost Not Yet Found

Lost Not Found I don’t know. I feel like I am aching for something that doesn’t exist. I am missing some apart of myself. I miss a place that I have never been but yet, I know this place well. It’s my comfort and security. It’s familiar to me somehow. I feel safe there, complete.

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Recovering

Finding my center I know all the self-care tricks…let’s be real about this… I’ve been at this mental health game for awhile now. You know, picking myself back up after a emotion slip up. I know all the different mindful tricks in the book by now and I agree that most work. I also know

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Empath & Our Language Power

An Unwell Mind… Unproductive, bitter, grumpy, lethargic, irritable, frustrated, disappointed, hopeless, heartbroken, paranoid, uncertain, apprehensive, concerned, discouraged, disconnected, aggravated, abandoned, utterly sad, emotionless, rejected, cranky… these are just a few of the words to describes my relentless mind/emotions in the last week. I did NOT like myself!   It’s hopeless…Everyday you wake up, pour yourself

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I’m strong in my weakness

I am a faithful to person. I believe God has only plans for good over all our lives. It’s our choices and living in a sinful world that causes the pain and hurt in our lives. Then God comes in like the good parent. All we have to say is we need forgiveness. We cry

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Blessed Chaos

Can we all stop for a minute and take a deep breath. I know the world will keep turning and time will keep ticking away but can we as people STOP for a damn minute, please? I need a quick breather. Am I the only one who feels like life has become a sprint and

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The Road… Anxiety P.2

 What is that? The sound in the silences. That small noises that grows louder and louder. It’s becoming threatening now. I’m in danger! What is it? Why is it so overwhelming to me? This small sound that my mind has picked out of the silence. I laid quietly in my bed, peaceful and calm. But

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The Road… today’s the day

Last night was rough. My bones hurts, my head hurt and chest was tight. Surgery day is upon us. I have been overwhelmed with fear and feeling the body aches the way I did last night sure didn’t help my mind set. Sleeping through it was the best I could do. My  dreams were more

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Surrender

  Oh the deep North! You are beautiful and peaceful. You have taught me to be still and stop waiting for what’s next and be present in what’s happening right now. I can hardly feel my toes, my fingers have gone numb and I am never going to keep up with all the snow removal it will take to keep

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