This didn’t happen over night and it’s not for anyone but me.
It’s this long crazy process, I’ve been going through and growing from.
Investigating my weaknesses, my fears and all the areas of my life that have made me uncomfortable and insecure.
I dug in and found out that I’m gonna have to work. I’m going to have to leave the past in the past. I don’t care about the skeletons in the closet or the monster under the bed anymore.
Being an authentic person WILL piss people off. Being a go getter, doing hard things, being a tough person, a sensitive person; who says what they mean, will get you judged by others around you. I have to take know that and keep moving.
I’ve mistakenly cared too much of what this world and it’s everyday person feels about me. It has stopped me from my truth too times. That was my mistake. I let it make my insecure.
What I’ve discovered is I am not like anyone else and I’m. Or supposed to be. I don’t have to worry about another’s opinion is of me. I don’t need to get defensive and offensive because Its not my business what anyone think about me. I will NOT hold their junk, their insecurities and make it mine.
People will crush your accomplishments, stop you from pursuing your goals and try to create insecurities in you because they know they aren’t you and they can’t do what you can.
Misery loves company but I won’t join. No one will project their insecurities onto me or inject my mind with their negativity! It’s me versus me, as it’s always been.
I don’t care anymore what anyone has to say. You’re either a fan or you’re not.
Understand this doesn’t mean I’m not listening. Oh, I’m ready to listen and always prepared to evolve but no one can beat me but me.
Life is a great big journey and it’s about doing hard things, pursuing a better version of yourself, being prepared to help and number one- keep moving forward!
This is freedom and it feels good!