Explain Me

Well this is going to be right to the point! I was sent a YouTube video from my son, Tristan of all people. It explained my brain perfectly. I cried when I watched it because I related to every word and it was so perfectly explained.

I cried because obviously I’m not fooling anyone… this video was sent to me from my 13 year old son. Mind you he is very mature for his age… an old soul. But still…

Here’s The Video:

RobertIDK Finally Opening Up About My Mental Disorder

I have the same issue. I want to blog and expand… succeed …. do more but I can’t. This is something I’ve struggled with my whole life.

I’ve never been diagnosed with ADD but everything this person is saying… every word! I’m living it everyday. I have days that I’m a beast! I’m so motivated and can take on the world… other days I can’t move… when I have said I could stay in bed and stare at the wall or the back of my eye lids all day, this is what I mean!

But I’m not suicidal… I do not want to die… I’m happy most of the time. I love my life! But I am frustrations and mad at myself for being this way too. I hate how it affects me and the people I love.

So in short… this is me. If I don’t publish a blog for a week, it’s not because I’m lazy… I’m trying to get out of my head. If I seem negative or off… I’m mad at myself for being stuck in my head and for being this way!

In my heart I’m not a negative, unhappy, lazy person. I am the complete opposite. I just have to work really hard at letting that person shine through.

xoxo sk

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